Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Wo hui lai le! :)

Hotties, Malacca was chaotic. Hate the weather and traffic over there. Sucks. Besides, shopping was okok only -_-. Probably because I'm leaving everything for Bangkok! (: The resort I stayed in was pretty nice, interiorly. Outside was (...) acceptable.

I bought a chio anna sui wallet. Haha. ^^. Finally!!!
And, I bought 12 pretty shiny rubberbands. 3 colours. Blue, purple and hotpink!


I ATE ALOT EH.

Become one big ball le. :C

Told effin' ALOT of pictures.

I shall blog tomorrow. I miss Bb so much. ):

Hugs and Kisses!

Happy 3 months and 1 day, little duck c:

Prelude 2 Advent concert!!!


So, Bb decided to send me there. -_-. c: And, guess what! We went to eat fishball noodles tgt! Yummy ^^. The foodcourt below Simei MRT's fishball noodles rock. \m/ REALLY! See the picture above. They've got big, bouncy, nice fishballs! Fishball lover loves it, so will you!

Anyway, Bb bought me the bowl of Mee Tai Mak, without Veg. and fishcake.

Me: "Baby, I don't want veggie and fishcake."
Bb: "Ok. I'll tell the auntie."
Me: "And, I want 3 chilli and make sure there's no seed. And, I want a lot of pepper."
Bb: "Do you want sauce?"
Me: "Yes I want. Abit only."

Then Bb went to buy while I sat at my seat, waiting for my foodie to arrive.

So Bb came and I saw the yummy bowl of Mee Tai Mak. With it, I saw the small bowl of chilli with sauce.

Me: "Bb, why you put the chilli seperately!" (I thought he'd put into the soup ma.)
Bb: "Aiya nevermind la. Pour inside lo, I help you!"
Me: "Wait, where's my pepper!!!"
Bb: "THERE!" (Pointing to the small bowl with chilli -_-)

I WAS LIKE, ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! WEIRDO.

(Picture below!)

There you have it! My baabaahead boyfriend for the day. -_-.

Can you believe your eyes? You see pepper in the mini bowl. Haha. It's (...) funny and really keeeeeeeeeewt can! c: Bet this is your first time seeing it!

And this is not the end.

Bb: "Eh ni, very hard to find your chilli without seed eh!"
Me: *Blur "You went to find?!"
Bb: "Ya la."
Me: "Omg. ARE YOU SERIOUS?" (Started laughing like siao.)
Bb: "Why? What's wrong. I thought you say you don't want seed?"
Me: "Ya la. But I mean just take, don't have to find. A bit of seed ok one. Omg, Bb you very cute."
Bb: "Ooooooooooooh. The uncle ask me what I doing eh."
Me: "Then what you say?"
Bb: "I say I finding chilli without seed la."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

BABY!!! YOU'RE SO, IDK. EFFING ADORABLE! (: AND THOUGHTFUL!!! Love you.

Met JY @ Tanah Merah and XN @ Kembangan. Bb left us.

When I was @ Raffles Place to get the deposit for the standard card (cause I didn't bring my ezlink), Bb appeared in front of me! He said he wanted to say a proper goodbye because I'm leaving le. ): Sobs.

On a brighter note, Sac choir rocked today, as always. Not forgetting all the other choirs. Namely; Dunman, Raffles Chorale/ Voices, SJI, CJC. You guys did an awesm job!

c: Pictures to sum it all up!!! My juniors are my freakin' babieszxszxszxszxszx.




Jocelyn! And JY in the picture right above this. c:

Jos and XN.


Anna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! c:

Caroline and Amy! (:

Denisha and Yujin!

Yujin and Bern w/ XN.


Ms Tan Sio Ling!


XN, me w/ Jane and Tracy!!!

Thanks XN for taking most of the pictures! c:

Tracy Yong pulled up my skirt........................................................................... *Strangle!!!

It's first time as audience, miss those times when we were all part of the choir on stage.

Haha. Til' then folks.

Away from Friday to Sunday!

I'll miss Bb and girlfs and cg. ): So many people.

I love you Bb. You're sucha sweetheart today. Don't cry again because y'know, boys never cry. And needless to say, I'll miss you. We'll just be an island away. You'll always be in my ♥!

Hugs & Kisses!

Hi guyszx.

This is boring. No excitement. -_-.

Damn.

I just came online, hoping I'd find some nice people to talk to on msn and... I came to tell y'all. I just had a game of hide and seek with.

*Drums roll!



Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-da!!!

I'm done, H & K!

I look like I lost hair that night with 3 bald spots lines on my head.

This picture is cool, isn't it. Thanks to Petrina. Miss Prom so much :c.

Need to go out with girlfriends sooooooooooooooooooooooon.

Alrighty, I've kinda sorted out what I've got for the rest of this year.
Well, here's 1st of the list.

Tomorrow, 26th Nov
1. Choir performance w/ JY, XN and Nat! Watch the juniors! ^^
Stuff to prepare: Camcam, food, $$$, dress for VCH.
2. Preparation of clothes for Malaysia Trip.
Stuff to prepare: PJs, panties, bras, shades, hairbands/ pins, clothes, phone, (...) Jodi!!!
3. Report to Germ abt stuff for Unclassified!
Stuff to prepare: Forecast, design for doorgifts.
4. Read 4th chapt of Matthew c:

Looks like I've got not much to do. So (...),
I'm gonna start volunteering @ SPCA! c:
But first, I need to check the T&C. ): Cynthiya will be delighted to join me.

Alright guys, I'm leaving on Friday morning so tomorrow will be the last time I'll blog, for now. ): I'm going on a quick trip to Malacca because Daddy wants to zoooooooooooom for the last time with this car. Oh, did I tell you Dad bought a new car? Chevrolet Cruze, heard of it? It's chic. Anyway, it's a smaller car compared to the one now. Can't lie down on the back seat without my brother and sister nudging me le! But, Dad needs to save $$$ for my Poly next year. My Dad's awesm, uh? c:

That's rhetorical.

Anyway, the car's back seat can be shifted so we can still lie down. (:

Okay. So, goodbye Toyota Wish.

I'll be back on Sunday. Yes, this is a last minute planned one. For the sake of his car -_- And solely, his car. Wlao, it's almost as if it's ... reponsive(?) Idk. It's just a car right. I don't get it. Men treat their cars/ motorcycles etc. like their babies. Can't believe Dad wants to spend his last few moments with his Bb and travel ALL THE WAY TO MALACCA.

-_-

Anyway, I'm in no position to say/ whatsoever. So, I'm going there for shopping sake. If there is?

If there isn't, then it's okay because BANGKOK's coming my way on the 5th December!!!

I've been longing for this, for like, eons ago.....................................................................
And finally. I'm going to shop like crazy I tell you. Y'know, people say Bangkok sucks and all that shit. But don't you get it, the shopping there's effing awesm. And it's not like you're gonna die after breathing the terribly polluted air there. Considering the fact that you're going to Bangkok only once in a bluemoon. For me, it's my first time!

Think people, think!

Shopping beats everything.

I'm so going restock my wardrobe w/ hot clothes and musical box w/ chio earrings because they're all single now = useless and accessories!!! Ah, excited muchieszx.

And I'm thinking, ... Should I sell some of my clothes. They're pretty but I just don't think I like them anymore. And guess what, I've only worn them once! We'll see.

Bb and I have been webcaming for like hours since the day before yesterday and it's so fun! We're bowling, checkering and uno-ing. ^^.

Luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurve it!

Anyway, I went Giant yesterday and I bought tons of stuff, food!!! Haha. I see it coming... F.A.T.S! ): Mummy bought Smoothe White BabyFace Foam for me! ($16.90).
My first facial foam.
Happy ttm!

From Guardian and it rocks. Gives instant smoothness to your face know. Haha. I know, you'll be like, my face's white enough. Why whiter right? It's because my face is not white, it's yellow! And, it's healthier if I get a facial foam quick! I used to think that my face pro lo. Y'know, the part about not using any sorta facial wash and it's still pimple-free. -_-. But I guess if I continue thinking that way, I'm going to have some real serious outburst pretty soon. So, thanks Mummy!

It's a 4-in-1 facial foam.
Consists of Cleanser, Whitening, Toner, Moisturiser.

What better than this? But I guess, it's pretty mild. Anyway, it has a sticker on it and it says, RECOMMENDED.

And there was like, an advert on TV not long ago with an angmoh. Half her face become flawless and white+++ after using it. And it seems damn cool, don't know whether it's believable but you'll never know until you try it! I like it la.

Bye. Hugs & Kisses.

(Webcam with ... ♥!)

Effin' cute ttm!

Flying kiss! ^^.

Bb's version of funny face....................... HAHA.

Can't stop laughing @ him. (:


Showing him my curly spoilt strand. c:


I


LOVE


YOU!

Beat Bb in bowling, but (...) he beat in everything else. Hee.

Hugs & Kisses.

So much about today I'll never forget. (:

Hi peepz! (:

I'm so tired. Haha. Despite waking up @ 12 + today. Actually I woke up at 9. Then, I had a dream that went on for hours. -_- It was a stupid dream la. I don't know why but I don't feel like blogging.

Anyway! Look at this keh. (: For those I invited, you guys better turn up. For those whom I've yet to invite (...) invite yourself!!! Hee.

The unclassified!!!
Date: 4th December 2009
Venue: Riverwalk (opp. Clarke Quay's central)
Time: 7pm

Super cool hiphop performances, guitar performces and Jasmine Tai, finalist of Singapore Idol season 2 is cominng!!! :D. Don't miss it. (:

Okay, I'll be leaving for Malacca soon c: This friday. Not sure how long I'll be gone!

Thanks Bb for inviting your friends to The Unclassified.

H & K!

If I had to choose 1, I'll choose none.

The 2 closest people to me in my life; you guys are driving me crazy.
Stop it, will you?

First it was my bestfriend, now's my boyf.

No idea, dreamt of you last night.

Hi guyszx! :D.

Just went grocery shopping with Mummy, Ah Loon gorgor and Nel. It was the first time I had to go pick out stuff on my own, well supposedly. I gave up finding. -_-. Mummy did the finding in the end and I pushed the trolley.

Only then I realise that the aunties working @ Fairprice with the flowery uniform have no sense of courtesy. They give people the "I don't care" grumpy look. It's almost impossible for them to at least smile a little. For, y'know, it's just polite right? Damn qianbian, I tell you.

I just think the service @ Fairprice, buck up man.

c:

Not all the flowery dressed aunties la. Prolly I was just unlucky today. Perhaps, they've worked long hours already :/ (Yeah right, it was only 1 plus in the afternoon.) I don't know but I just don't like it when you need help from someone over there and they just ignore you without even looking at your face. Busy with the stocks uh?

But... so what if you get your stocks right and all? Does it make sure more people will buy. Makes no sense -_-.

Now, I'm thinking. Is Cold Storage better? After seeing their really funky kewt advert on TV.
Let's all switch to Cold Storage, shall we? Or Giant. I know Giant rocks man. c: Especially the megastore. ^^v.

Anyway, grocery shopping was overall okay, I guess. Fun pushing the trolley all over the place. Haha. And I did pick nice potatoes for later! Mom's preparing baked potato. They're damn yummy. Finger lickin' good one. Hmm... (?)

Don't you think I've a big head?

Hugs & Kisses.

I just screwed up again, didn't I?

I'm horrible.

-_-. I failed, yet again. Gone, and I don't even know when he'll be back. What's this. Eff la. It's almost like I'm not even part of his life. I'm always the last to know everything. Seriously. Hesitations again, all my fault. I tried so hard to fix things and finally, (...). Now I ruined it again. Wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.

Maybe it's serious this time. Maybe it's over.

All these are leaving me speechless. Probably that whole 6 months of ... was just, temporary and they weren't meant to last.

But why didn't you tell me you were leaving?

If I didn't even log in to facebook, I wouldn't even know you're gone without telling me.

What should I do now?

7 hours ago..........................................................................................................

Me, one word - Useless.

I can't believe I'm typing your name on the google search engine. -.- What is wrong with me.
Perhaps I miss you bestfriend. Come back soon.

Kate Voegele!!!

Damn chio rightszx! c: All thanks to my sister, she was playing lift me up on her real player. And I got kinda obsessed with it -_-. It keeps playing in my head. So I decided to check out on her! And I found pretty nice songs so now, it's playing in my blogsite. Haha.

Felicia even cryed while listening to it yesterday.

This tells me - It's soulful. ^^!

Hugs & Kisses.

Church later! Whooooooooooooooooooooo.

You got tricked, yet again!!! There isn't any spammers on my blog sweetheart c:. There's no one for you to scold LA. This, the post below, is for you. Enjoy! Ily.

Dear Bb,

So, you're having your prom now. (:

I don't know why I'm doing this but I feel like doing it.

I feel a little lousy. You went shopping like crazy on Tuesday tgt with me for my prom dress and stuff. -_- In the end, we did but it was horrible. Nonetheless, I still want to thank you for giving me your unconditional love. We shopped till your feet hurt so badly, yet you told me to continue finding for a prom dress till I was satisfied. I was so tired and highly depressed because of stupid f21, I could barely put a smile on my face; it was you who gave me much strength to carry on walking aimlessly around Orchard road. It's you who always brightens up my day.

It was sweet, (:

We were supposed to shop for your prom stuff and we ended up searching high and low for mine. :c I'm nonsensical. Haiiiii. I didn't even help you with your prom!!!

Sorry.

Hey, remember the first time I called you up because I had difficulties in some chemistry shit? c: I remember you sounded really nervous on the phone! You were stuttering.......... it was cute. Really cute. And the first time we went out on a study date when you bought me Vanilla Soda or something along that line? :D. And the first time I stirred your chocolate drink? And the first time you saw my mouth moving/ making noises and I thought you were a chikopeh for staring at me? Haha. And also, how, in the past, you never reply Welcome when someone says Thank You to you? c:

Those were the times.

Now that we're together, there's so many things I want to tell you. It just seems endless. Yes, my gratitude for you. I know very well we shouldn't be too formal with each other. It's stupid (...) But I'm not good at expressing myself over the phone, as I've said. All these won't be enough but they're the most I can do for now.

I know I'm silly to say this, but I miss you (:

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c: Yes, continue smiling to yourself sweetheart.

I never would have thought I'll end up with someone so special and charming... Just makes me smile whenever I think of it. Remember I always tell you I feel inferior and stuff. I still do and frankly, I don't like this feeling. But, you'll always be there. You'll say, "You're the prettiest to me and that's all that matters." My heart giggles.

I'm truly happy.

I like your presence. So much that now, it becomes a need. I need your presence. Remember that day I fell down the stairs @ New Look and and, I slipped at the slope towards Taka. It was all my stupidity -_-. Thank God you caught me. Can you imagine if you weren't there. I thought that you'd ignore me because I totally embarrassed you. But you didn't. Phew! c:

From Day 1, you've been a real sweetheart.

Remember when I used to come crying to you about how hurt I am over everything that has happened? And you'd always tell me to cheer up and be happy because when you're happy, I'm happy? (: It'll replay in my head everytime I'm down. Because I don't want you to be sad. When you're happy, I'm happy. It's like a cycle. When I'm happy, you're happy. When you're happy, then I'm happy. And so on.

This cycle will continue for as long as I live. Right, little duck? (:

Remember everytime I feel cold, you'd make sure I'm properly covered and you hug me so tightly sometimes I can hardly breathe? Haha. You dote me so much until you forget you're the one who gets cold the quickest? :} Kkb...........................................................

Thank You for always making feel warm. Now it's so hard I can make myself fall sick. Hee. Your hugs just make me feel so (...) I just never went to come out of your arms. I can feel your muscles ^^. Your sexy body while I lean my head against your chest with my eyes closed. If I was in a coma, I'd not choose to wake up.

That's how much I want you to not let me go.

Like, that time we slept on the bus together from Jurong to Bedok? (: Haha. Happy eh meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Remember how we first held hands? How I squeaked when you randomly grabbed my hand out of no where? :D. It was funny. Your palm covers my palm perfectly while we interlocked. From then on, I knew I lived for you.

I like it when we do funny faces to each other. And mumble alien language to each other. I like it when you tell me I'm beautiful. It's really sweeeeeeeeeeeeet. Remember everytime I ask you look at chiobu? You'll always give me that innocent face. It's like you're so afraid you'll offend me if you really do look at one! c: You're sucha cutie pie! I know it sounds gay but aren't you one? Heezzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I like it when you just can't leave your eyes off me. Even though I'll always tell you not to. :} I just like it. It's ... nice.

I like it when you and I start giving useless nicknames to each other!!! c: It's kuku but we can be kuku together. (: I like it when you hold me tightly and tell me you'll never leave me. Or like smooches on the phone late at night after we talk about everything under the sun. I like it when you send me goodnight messages even though you know I'll fall asleep even before I receive the message.

I like to give you morning calls and make you laugh on the phone when you hear my, "Good Morning!"

I just like all of these so much.

You're even smsing while you're having your prom so that I don't feel lonely -_-. Omg can. How thoughtful can you be. I don't remember being so thoughtful. You're an awesm boyf, just want you to know that keh? :*

You dote on me so much. I'm thankful, really am.

I know my tantrums are beyond control and they happen so abruptly. I know it. You've also been sosososososososo understanding. You'll always tell me, "This isn't unreasonable at all, you're just having your rough patches." And I'll always tell you I'm sorry everytime I go overboard. I'm just REALLY glad you understand me so well that we can adapt with each other.

Like, no one will understand how well we can clique even though it's barely 3 months.

It feels like I've known you for years because no one understood me so well before.

I loved you, love you, and will always love you.

You belong with me, to me. Always :D.

(Sorry for lying!)
Hugs & Kisses ♥,

Ni.

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Update #1 (@ 10:11 pm)
After I smsed Bb to tell him there's spammers on my blog, he smsed me this:
"Don't bother about those no-lifers keh. If they say anything bad, don't bother about them. They all only dare to scold you behind a computer screen. All useless one. Don't be afraid keh. Bb will always be there got you! I love you. Don't be sad keh."

I feel mean but. For his sake c: Anyway, do you get how caring he is now? :D.

He'll go on and on, loh soh one. He'll go on and on to make sure I'm alright. HAHA. Noisy..........................................................................................................................

Hello, dajia hao.

My sister's out at Meredith's stayover -_-. I'm alone @ home. It's boring. Plus, baby went out early in the morning to get stuff done at fareast with his friends. So, there isn't anyone to talk to. Shucks, the rain's pouring in. And the thunder's getting louder. Wtf, it's... scary. Babyjing's gonna start shivering again.

She already is. Haha. She on my laps now and we're snuggling under a blanket in front of the computer!!! :D. It's really dark and I can't see what I'm typing. Poor girl's looking really horrified. I hate lightnings and thunders, they scare the hell outta me. ):

Dammit la.

Did your mummy ever tell you not to on the computer when it's raining. Because of the lightning shit? Well, apparently I'm kinda risking my life for thing. Because I may get an electric shock anytime now. Sometimes, I wonder if it's true. What will happen? Sparks of electric balls come flying to your face............................................

That's quite hilarious.

It'll be Bb's prom later this evening and I'm so happy for him. Lucky for him, he's got everything prepared and I'm sure he'll look handsome ++++ later!!! Ah, can't wait to see. I'll prolly be so overwhelmed by his charm and allllllllll. I'm just lucky to have him.

Anyw, I'm down with slight flu and it sucks. Okay, yay finally I'm falling a little sick! :D. Haha. I've always wanted to fall sick. It was probably because I was out the whole of Tuesday to find my prom dress that led to the headache that got really terrible at night. And, then I went out on Wednesday and it was raining and I was sitting under the aircon of the bus that Bb had to make sure I was properly covered.

Sleeps was really awesm these few days. Long hours! Happy c:
Just I can't breathe through my effing nose now -_- Only one nostril's functioning. They've gone berserk. While one's functioning, the other won't. It's almost like they take turns to function. Wtf la. Make until my whole throat dry dry one. ):

My lil' brother's coming home tonight @ 11.30. (: Will be going to the airport late at night to pick him up.

Oh yes, Old Chang Kee's chicken wings are so damn mouth-watering delicious. Haha, 100% garanteed! I just don't like to eat the skin because beneath the skin I can see layers of fats. = Gross to the maximum!!! But, I know most people like it. And the best part is, fortunately, the skin!!! So try it.

The cameras that I set my eye on ^^ c:


The black one's Powershot S90.
The pink one's Sony DSC-TX1! Chio uh.

Hmm? (:

I feel ugly :c

Hugs & kisses.

See that chiobu up there? (:

I was looking through my past posts and I realise, they were quite interesting to read ^^! (: Hee. Not being egoistic over here but seriously!!! And I found a real pretty picture of babyjing. Awesm much?

She looks so mesmorized by the camera! Hezzzzzzzz. What a blur look. Cute ttm! c:

I'm blogging for the 2nd time today because today's been pretty boring. Bb's looking for nice fonts for me. I need to change this courier new for something really chio because I'm kinda gettin' bored of it.

I have a sudden crave for a new camera! I know it's an expensive crave. Haha. I just can't stand my blogsite without pictures in every post. It just seems so normally usual. Doesn't make it different from the other boring/ dull/ fugly blogs. Ugly.

Tomorrow's Bb's prom night. And I'm so gna make sure he'll look really chio. *Wink!
He's always been the most handsome to me. Like, my all time favourite. And, no one will replace him. You're #1!!!

Anyway, both of us are like discussing how the font, tahoma, should be pronounced. And it's damn funny. I can't believe I just did it. It's lame........................................................
He's passing his lame disease to me! ):

Anyway, the thing about the camera. I'm looking at the cameras now, and I like Canon Powershot S90. It looks really cool and I love it alot. But I want a hotpink one. So I'm thinking of Sony T series DSC-T900/ DSC-TX1. They're damn chio. I initially wanted a DSLR but I don't like it's bulky-ness. Perhaps a minier one? (: Don't know which one eh. I need to persuade Daddy to buy one also. That's the hard part.

So, leave your opinions yeah? (:

Hugs and kisses!

Prom Night on the 17th November

Effin' awesm. (: Had a real hard time shopping for clothes -_-

Let me tell you something and I know it's damn offensive to hardcore fans of f21.
F21 sucks.

): Okay, I know it's wrong to say that. And I like their designs and all. But the sizes -.- What is wrong with the sizes!!! Especially the tube dresses ): I was sooooooooooo happy when I saw such pretty dresses. Then I went to try them on, -.- Omg can. The tube dresses could drop so easily. Like, you pull down everything drop le.

I felt so sad. Like, all the hopes for a pretty prom dress gone just like that.

They should make the S a smaller size. There wasn't an XS for that design so (...)

C'mon, I never, in my life, cannot fit into a dress because it's too big lo. It's seriously stupid.

I think I can fit into the S-es of the dresses with straps but, what about the tube ones. Make me damn angry know!!! Ugh.

Anyway, I did in the end -_- But it wasn't my dream dress. I wore a zebra printed dress and a glossy black jacket, tied up my hair with braids at the side, into a ponytail. The pictures are ugly :c.

Thanks Bb for accompanying to Vivo, then Wisma then, Ion. :D. Real long day but very fun with you around (:

Prom was rly fun. Dancing and all. The bands that came to play were awesm. I just don't think they should go aroung groping girls. Towards the end, all of us went in front to dance while Hope for Monday played. The other bandboys went in front to dance as well. One of the girls from our school dance with the lead singer of the band. And he was groping her waist and touching her all over. They looked like they were going to have sex. Seriously -.- Like, it was a thriller before they go indept.

Darlene told us to be careful when we were with 'em. And yeah, we did.

All in all, it was fun (:

Everyone had their hollywood stars printed, w/ their names on it.

Doesn't sac rock? :D. I doubt any other prom nights would be better than ours.

Science Centre & Body Worlds yesterday

Bb's class outing.

Met him at 11. And we went straight to Jurong East. (: Bought seaweed chicken and fishballs and we shared it while waiting for 335 at the interchange.

And we reached the Science Centre. Saw his friends. I was terrified ): Haha. Oh well. One of 'em was rly nice to come shake hands with me. I think that's what a guy should do when you meet new friends. And no, it will not come off as flirting if you do it the right way.

It's... gentlemanly.

Anyway, we weren't with them the whole of yesterday. Like, we were on our own. And I loved every minute of it. Bb was doing stupid stuff. What a cute thing uh, my boyfie! Blah.

We took our blood pressure and pulse rate. So funny! (: And we're healthy! Yay ^^v.

Loved the random hugs we had yesterday, Bb! Damn nice. :D

After Body Worlds, we bused back to ther interchange already because there wasn't anything else to see. And we took 197 back to Bedok. And the journey was approximately 2 hours long!!! Haha. It was indeed the longest bus ride evaaaaaaaaaa. Longest but I never regret sitting on that bus from Jurong back to Bedok because of who I was with! (:

I slept throughout the first hour of the bus ride on Bb's shoulders. And I tell you, it was sweet!
Plus, it was raining outside. It's like snuggling in his arms. Romantic c:!
Cold but that sweetheart kept making sure I was covered properly if not I would catch a cold (:

The next hour, Bb slept on my shoulder! :D. When he had his eyes closed, I gotta put lip gloss on his lips! Haha. He blur blur one, don't know what it was. -_-. Kkb what.

Then, we took another bus to Simei because we were both lazy to walk to the mrt station!!! Hee.

Anyway, Body Worlds was an eye-opener. Can't believe they're all real.

You really made me feel really accompanied the whole of yst. And I'm thankful for it. I'm sorry that I had to take you away from them (...) And I totally know how extra-ded I was. In short, I ruined your time with them. Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One last thing, you looked handsome yesterday. Like always (:
And and and, you look chio with the lip gloss!!!

Hugs & Kisses.

P.S Brother's overseas and he brought the camera along with him so the picture are with Esther. But they're very few ): So, sorry no pictures for now!

I was having dinner just now, watching the tv and eating fishballs. And my doorbell rang.

Girl: "Me and my friends are selling ice creams to earn money to buy textbooks."
Me: "I've no money with me and my mom and dad are not home yet so I can't get it from you, I'm sorry."

She smiled and walked out.

You have no idea how guilty I felt. Frankly speaking, I had $10 in my bag. ): You know I really wished I didn't. If so, I would at least a little less guilty. Haiiiii. Actually, I didn't really think about whether or not I had money with me at that point of time. I just thought I couldn't make decisions on my own, probably because I'm so used to it. In that kind of door-visiting situation, that is. Mom and Dad always answers the door.

If I was out, I would have bought an ice-cream from her already.

I was conscience stricken. It felt horrible.

I looked at her as she walked off la, and I found out that her hair was dyed. But I didn't really think about anything else other than - her hair was dyed lo.

Then I told Bb about this, like I always do. Y'know, talk about my troubles and stuff. Well, I'll feel better sharing. (: He'll always tell me to be positive and all, and he did once again.

He told me it might be a fraud. I mean, yes what else can he say. People always presume it's a fraud. And I'll never believe it. What if it wasn't right? Get what I mean.

Then later on, I realised there was more than meets the eye. Her hair. It was dyed. I told him about it and yes, I was certain it had golden streaks amongst the long ponytail. If she really had no money to get textbooks, why would she have money to get those highlights on her hair!!!

But... she looked very quiet and nice. Not like someone who would go around cheating someone's money. I don't wish to doubt her. Whether or not it was a fraud, no one knows except the people involved.

I am aware that looks can be deceiving. But, if everyone thinks this way, then who will help these help when they're in need of help?

Like charity organisations, there are many companies who render help to these people. But as human beings, sometimes we want to depend on ourselves. Looking for help from a big company might just be the last choice for us. It's hard to say. It may not be that simple afterall.

Thats really doesn't quite matter, does it?

If we can help, we should right? (: If it's a few cents or let's say a dollar or two, we should be compassionate and lend a helping hand correct? It's not like you meet these people thrice a week. -_- Or more than that. But if it's too much money at one go, then think twice!!! :D

Sometimes, it's choosing between whether to believe that stranger or not.

And I choose to believe them.

They could be cheating our money just because of pure laziness, we can't control them. And I don't think we should care. Because the bottom line is, we should help each other.

They could be taking advantage of that but well, it's wrong and they know it.

So, will you help?

Hugs & kisses.

Afternoon mates! :D.

Woke up pretty late this morning -_-. It's so unusual. There isn't school, I'm not going out, no one's on the phone with me. Pretty boring. ): But but but, I'm going out tomorrow and the following!

Heh. Awesm much.

Just rubbed body butter onto my body and I smell like cherries ^^. Haha, makes me feel kinda kinky. Oh well, I really do smell like cherries just a lil' weirder. And my legs are oily. :/ Haven't used it in a long time. Too lazy.

I've decided to take good care of my legs because they are real ugly :c

1st, I'll have to tone it nice and well, (:
2nd, I'll get rid of the hairs on my hairy leg. Disgusting & fugly ttm.
3rd, I'll go make them skinnier and more pleasing for my eye.

Oh dear. Sometimes I wonder how on earth did I get such ugly legs.

They're effing short and humongous, I swear. -_- Y'know, sometimes it's so unfair how other girls can get such pretty long legs and I get this pair. :/ But no worries! Because there's hope! :D

There's so many things I'm not satisfied with. Esp. the way I look.

Human beings are greedy and everyone will always want to look better. I mean, if you can look more handsome/ pretty, why not? (: Right? But then again, like I always say, things don't always go the way we want it to.

Sometimes I really wish I was born in America or Australia. Where everyone's modernised and updated with new trends and stuff, no one's old fashioned. The open-mindedness, flexibility to do things, etc etc. In short, they're cool. Be it the older generation or the younger ones. Ain't it? (:

Not forgetting just their looks. I can confidently say more than 80% of these caucasians are good looking. They've got good genes passed around all over the country. Blacks are pretty in their own way and whites are pretty in there own ways as well. Doesn't it make you envy a little. Look at Singapore. -_-. Barely 30% of us can be compared to them.

Just looking at us, maybe pass a 60? (: I guess as an asian, good genes aren't really being transfered very effectively.

Come on, blue eyes vs black eyes. Blonde vs black hair. Long legs vs short legs. Sexy bodies vs ugly bodies. Sharp noses vs blunt noses. Healthy skin complexion vs unhealthy skin complexion. It's kinda endless if you really go indept.................................. Effing beautiful features.

On a brighter note, there are a couple of pretty asians and they're REALLY chio!!! :)

Just. You get what I mean right. It's just a couple of them.

Don't you wish you were born as a westerner? (:

I certainly did.

But, if I was born a westerner, I wouldn't be living such a life.

I wouldn't be born in an awesm family.
I wouldn't know such a sweet Bb.
I wouldn't know such great girlfriends like Esther, Callista, Darlene, Alex.
I wouldn't know my Bff, David Alex Lee.
I wouldn't own a puppy named Jingjing -_-. Haha. Love her what.
I wouldn't be in a great cellgroup, E424 and I won't know people like Alvin, Germ, Ernest ... and the list goes on.

Maybe life's worse than this. If it was, then:
I may not have a computer at home and I wouldn't be blogging like crazy as my past time.
I may not have the luxury to sit and watch tv the whole day.
I may not even have a tv -_-.
I may not have a phone to call and chat all day long.
What more, a handphone to sms nonsense to friends.
I may know what's Q=IT or P=IV. To like, even go to a school to study.

Worse of all, I may not even know God.

To sum it all, I wouldn't be experiencing such great wonders of life.

If life was better financially, like let's just say I was born in a wealthy family. I could be shopping at Louis Vulton all day long, having 100 bottles of Estee Lauder perfumes or like attending fashion shows every night. Or perhaps, having gold spoons and forks in my kitchen. With brightly lit chandelier in my 100 square feet room.

Even though life might be better financially, I'd still choose living the life I'm living now.

Because I guess it's not the materials in life. The $ and all. Though I really wish I had more $. Haha. It's the people in my life that makes it really wonderful? :D.

So I guess afterall, I might consider a plastic surgery?

Kidding! :D.

Looks are secondary when you see things from the top.

Thanks to God.

Still, don't be lazy keh. When you look good, you feel good. Wtf, why do I feel like I'm advertising for some kinda skin product. (?!)

Hugs & Kisses!

Sentosa, anyone? (:

HELLO MANZ.

:D
Been a real quick weekend. And I'm so satisfied this week, despite the fact that I didn't get my hair dyed -_-.

Went to malaysia on Saturday, it was a last minute trip plan to JB for shopping. And we stayed in the shopping mall from 3 to 7? (: I spent the whole day at the nail palace. Manicure and pedicure. (: Lovely and chiooooooooo. I had a budget. -_- So, I could only choose the best of the cheapest.
Wanna take a look? :D

I'm lovin' it. :D. Especially the base maroon-ish. :) I wanted hot pink but it wouldn't match my prom dress. -.- So well, altogether it costed 78RM plus the toes w/ 2 free nail art! Chio notszx.

The one I initially wanted cost 50RM for just the design on the nail. This cost 30RM. If I were to take that, Mummy would have to pay a total of 98RM. That'll be a bomb. So I've decided when I've started working and earn my own $, then I'll pamper myself properly. I'm dying to buy the floral jacket @ this really chio shop in that mall!

I'm glad I did my nails. It's effin' chio, I swear. I kinda ruined it though. Well, bound to ruin one la.

I was holding onto my pee for an hour -_-. Sitting on the comfy chair which wasn't so comfy afterall. Haiiiiiii. Straight after Mummy paid the bill, I went to pee. I zipped off my denim shorts slowly, and nothing destroyed! Phew. Took like a minute to zip down my shorts. Longest time evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Then after I peed, I took another minute to zip it back up. Destroyed a little but wasn't obvious. So I was obviously more cautious about my nails -_-. After I washed my hands, I even blew it dry before leaving the toilet. And y'know what. My nail got scratched. Ugly :c! But nows uglier. Hee.

Mummy say I very cho-loh, which kinda means clumsy.

All thanks to my weak bladder and the cup of bubble tea.

Oh well. I bought lotsa snack. Yay me ^^v. Cheap deals.

On the train ride back to Singapore, the train was infested by cockroaches of all sizes. Big small medium long short etc etc. It was awfully gross and terribly disgusting. Serious!!! They haven't cleaned the train for the longest time. I couldn't help but shifting from seat to seat on board. Felt stupid but if I didn't and a cockroach were to land on me, I guess I wouldn't be here talking.

Cockroaches have the highest chance in dominating the world's population, referrubg to us, human beings. Can you imagine how serious is this! In every household of 5 members, there's at least 5 cockroaches. And these 5 cockroaches'll multiply fast. Soon, ... Ee.

The first thing I want off this earth is, cockroaches.

Anyway, we took mrt home. Dreadful ):
Bb made my day by appearing @ the mrt station -_- Stupid/ lame but sweet eh. Thanks love.

Lovin' surprises.

Then, went home and slept. Woke up @ 9 and prepared for church!!!

Yay. Pastor Kong's sermon today was inspiring/ amazing/ real good! Leon Chan didn't feel well so he pangseh-ed me with the twins. Called them up when I reached and we kinds sat together. Like, a seat away because someone occupied it? (:

The girl sitting at that seat's really nice. Pastor told us to tell each other what our dreams are and that it's okay if it's big because God likes it. And I said, for now, I just want to do really well in my O's. And she started telling me stories about what she believed in and how it miraculously came true, in her opinion. And she said this which really brightened my day, "With God, you're the best."

I was shakened.

Shakened in a good way. Don't ask me why. Probably because these days I haven't really felt good about my results and stuff and that I really, entrust all to God. But now, after hearing what she said, I don't feel uneasy any wee bit. And even if I don't get a 10 for L1R5 or be one of the tops in school, don't get my $500 dollar gift from Daddy, it really doesn't matter anymore. (:

But I still believe I'll do well. ^^

Because I'm doing all things for God's glory and I'm going to chase my dreams for the right motive.

Her dream's to become like Pastor Kong. To be as inspiring as him and as amazing as him. To spread the word of God all over the world. And build a church as big as his, or even bigger.

I literally opened my mouth damn big because I felt she was super cool! :D. And I strongly believe she'll get to her dream on day. Because with him, nothing's impossible aye? (:

I really salute those people that can inspire the others and make an impact onto their lives for the better. Don't you think they're beautiful? (:

I wish I can inspire one day as well.

Today's Elene's 21st birthday bash @ Aranda country club. And it is awesm much.

:D. So many people attended knowszx. I guess it's still going on right now.

I'm not going prom. Big and bad decision made, but it's settled. The money can be used for a better purpose.

Hugs & Kisses.

P.S Baby, sorry for keeping you wait on msn. ): Love you.

Day @ Vivo.

Met Bb. And we headed to Vivo straight away. Got kinda lost on the way there -_-. Kuku. But we managed to without taking any wrong routes! Yay us ^^. Reached Vivo and got approach by some weird modelling agency. Will talk about it later.

Went straight to buy movie tickets, watched My Sister's Keeper. And it's great!!! Lalala. Loved it. So sentimental, touching and inspiring. I'll blog about the movie later on too. Let's carry on with the sequence of events.

Met Sam outside the theatre. :D.

Had no idea where on earth to eat. Because I'm broke. And Bb paid for everything :/. Sorry!!! (: But yeah, couldn't spend too much eh? So, we settled for White Dog's. Decided to go try their food. And if you like pasta-ish, baked rice-ish stuff, you'll love that place for sure. Much better than Eighteen Chef, in my opinion! :D.

Well, nonetheless, Eighteen Chef has the best nuggies! c:

We bought lunch set each which was $11.00 ++ and it came with a choice of soup and drink (: Well, of course Eighteen Chef's so much more affordable -_-. Oh anyway, I ate cheesy baked rice, haven't eaten it in a long time. It was nice for the first few bites. I guess the chicken pieces were too big, they should cut it smaller! ): Didn't eat my chicken. Only the rice and cheese.

I think I drank too much soup. Heehee, though I didn't finish. c: I don't think I'm the creamy sorta person. I'll usually go for tomato pasta which in my opinion, is so much more tastier and less boring.

It comes in a pretty small portion, comparable to swensen's! The soup was tasty to me. It's good, considering the fact that I don't drink mushroom/ chicken soups! ^^.

The drink, on the other hand, was horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrible. :/
Bb bought ILT and I bought cranberry juice. Actually, I ordered strawberry banana juice but it wasn't available. So I settled for cranberry juice. And it sucked. ): Ugh.
Found it damn sour. Like, I don't mind sour drinks. But it's that kinda stick-on-your-tongue taste. Y'know, sometimes you eat pineapple got that weird weird taste. Disgusting.

But but but, Bb said it was sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet. Told you he was weird. I swear it was damn sour, I can't believe he found it sweet.

And you know, he drank the ILT w/o the syrup -_-. And he was wondering why it was so tasteless and disgusting. Kkb. Couldn't stop laughing. Sucha cutie!



We exchanged in the end. He put lotsa lotsa syrup for me so it tasted real sweet. Thank you! :D.

There aren't pictures for the food cause we were rushing for time. The movie was starting. Haha. Miraculously finished our lunch in half an hour! :) But here's our soup. Bb thought me the dipping of the garlic bread into the soup. Yum!


Watched movie, go see see my prom dress. :D.

Set my eyes on a F21 dress. It's damn chio. The colour isn't my kind but of all I saw today, it was most me. :) I want a hot pink baby top dress with flares below. The one I saw was checkered and it had a sexy yet cute flare below. IT WAS JUST DAMN NICE! And it only cost, $48!!!!! For a dress @ f21, it's pretty cheap. Mummy must buy! ^^v.



Bb sent me home.

(Look @ how contrasting our skin colours are. -_- Haha. I look like a chicken before going into an oven and he looks like a chicken after coming out of the oven. In fact, he was taken out of the oven too late. HAHA.)

Love you :} Thanks for your really nice treat today! And thanks for shopping with me all around Vivo.

And, the movie was really awesome! :D I cried 2 drops of tears. Heehee. For me to cry watching a show isn't easy. So yeah, I guess, girls would love it. Boys, -.-. Nah. But Bb loved it right, I guess he did. As long I enjoyed it, he'll enjoy it too. Girls, watch it watch it watch it! Really. No joke uh, it was sad but the storyline's sweet.

Gf Alex and Esther cried throughout the movie. Haha.

Just don't wear too much make-up!!!

I was damn stupid today -_-. I guess I read theatre 1 as theatre 7 on the wall thingy.
We went to the wrong cinema.........................................
The ticket guy had to tell us to go to the other theatre! Can you imagine if you were me. ):
And worse still, there was a super long queue behind us. I'm really sorry Bb for embarrassing you! Ah, how silly.

I know you don't mind. But, since when will you ever mind?!

Keh. Done for today and I love it!

Beryl's back from OBS and she looks like alibaba now. She's damn tanned. Just weird, considering she's my sister -.- Nelvin and Beryl's really nicely tonned. And I'm what, I'm yellow! Ugly :c

But good thing good thing! She's back and she's no longer anti-boys. -_- Finally! She's talking to this boy on msn now and I've never seen her so into a conversation before. Never mention she's interested in him uh! I just don't want her to not talk to boys because Mum and Dad thinks we should not talk to boys. At least now, I can share stuff to her about boys and get a reply! :D.

Is OBS really that fun? Everyone's missing it.

Oh anyway, I peeped at the conversation just now and this boy from OBS wanted her number. Wtf. Haha.

My sister grow up le! :D.

YES!

And about the modelling thing,


She told us it's free and we'll get paid after we do a commercial. -_-. But I think it's a fraud. Accrd. to many of my girlfriends who got approached by them, they get people to pay before being an official model. Nonsense eh. We'll see.

Byeee.

Hugs & Kisses.

My cellgroup party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D.



Date: 4th December 2009
Venue: The Riverwalk
Time: 7pm

Dinner will be provided.

Just come and enjoy yourself.

It's a happening event. (: Jasmine Tai will be performing for us!
And there'll be lots more of surprises.

So r.s.v.p as soon as possible! :D.

Have you ever thought about who's always the first to cheer you up? (:

Sometimes, the person you wished would be the first isn't the first. And, the person you thought would cheer you up last always comes first. Even, someone you dislike would end up being the first to brighten up your gloomy day.

It seems like everyone around you's protecting you. Perhaps they seem like your 247 bodyguards always keeping a lookout for you. You just think, they'll always be there when you're in trouble.

But in actual fact, they wouldn't.

Worse still, the person closest to you, the person you want most to be there, isn't there.

So now you ponder.
One day when the world falls down, who's going to really be there when you need help?
Who will you cry out for.

Nothing can change the fact that.............................................
Well, God still is! :D.

And if you look around, you'll see many more that care for you.

Things in life doesn't always turn out the way you want it to.

Let's just get real, why spoil the day that God has beautifully planned for us? (:

1 more hour and I'll be out. Not lovin' this when I'm supposed to. ):

Dear Daddy,
I just don't see why I shouldn't attend anything else except church. I really don't get it. Is it again the problem with boys. You mean I can't socialise/ hang out more than 5 hours with any boy that isn't blood-related to me? -_- Seriously. You doubt me, don't you? What's this. I tried so many times to get you to come to church with me so you can take a look at the people I hang out with. But you never want to. How on earth would you know who and what kind of people I hang out with. You said we'll wait till after O's and I've been looking forward to this. Why disappoint me? What's this.

And to this whom may concern:
I love you and I'm truly sorry.

Now I wish, O's aren't over.
I need my Bff.

Liese bubble hair, Japan's #1 brand! :D.

I'm still wondering if I should get the hair dye from Callista ): I'm not sure if this brand's trustable and I would love to go to the salon for a hair dye instead if not for the lack of $$. Mom would probably rather bring me to my Aunt's place for a hair dye instead. My aunt's a personal hairdresser, you see. (:

Well, I'm just damn scared the colour wouldn't turn out even ):

Like, got different colour patches all over one. How ugly :c!

But, considering that it's Japan's #1. I shouldn't doubt y'know.

Let's see. We're planning to get a marshmallow brown.


I'm rather satisfied with the colour!

Don't wanna too light a shade or too dark a shade. :D.

It's SGD$19. 90, rather reasonable yeah? We'll see if it works. Hope it doesn't ruin my hair -_-.

Anyw, mom and xiaoyi's gna go Malaysia this saturday for another shopping spree! And I'm missing it. I was so excited about it when she mentioned it to me. Manicure/ Pedicure, Nice hairdo @ some pro salon at cheap prices, more clothes, yummy roti prata.

): But but but. There's church on Saturday!

We'll, God comes first in everything. :)

Manicure next time then? :D!

Mom wants me to find a job as quickly as possible. Haha. She can't wait for me to go out, earn my own money, and stop eating up her money! This is my money plan. I'll save 65% and the rest, I'll spend it. And make myself happy for these holidays before school starts again.

I was deciding to save either 60% or 70%. Since I couldn't make up my mind, I took the middle number! ^^. 65% shall be.
Squander the others like crazy!!! Clothes! Accessories! Shoes! Bags!

Wtf. I want SO MANY things. I'll pamper myself to 1 expensive stuff each month. I need to really find for cheap deals.
Please, anyone. Nice finds? :D.

Seriously. I need to do something to my life -_- And I need bucks to help me do it. There's like so many wants and I'll make sure they are mine someday. First, I need to fix my fugly hair. Next, I'll fix my fugly wardrobe. Third, SHOES FTW! :D. Fourth, pamper myself to some facial products.

-_-. Holidays are here.

And I pledge that I'm going to make FULL USE of the holidays.

(:
Hugs & Kisses.

And it is really, really, really officially:
The end of O's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D.

Yay. Of course I'm happy, it just feels weird. :/ Unbelievable la. Secondary school's over and done with. And I guess the uneasiness' with the results. Anyw, the next time I'll be back in school is when the results come back. Omg. Ya eh. This is bad. Isn't it? I'll miss school.

I'll miss Bedok so effing much. Accompanied me for 10 full years. Awesome much.

My friends, teachers, classrooms, even the canteen vendors. I'm gna miss y'all. ):

Sure will keep in touch with friends one! The friends I made in secondary school's the best. And I guess, the memories I had with them's the most vivid. (Prolly because it's more recent.) But well, it'll be the most memorable!

^^v. Sad to part eh.

All of us met Mr Quek on the way outta school. Mr Quek, form tr. Ever so horribly-dressed and nothing else but silly thoughts and spastic actions. -_-. I guess he's one of the funniest teacher I've EVER met. He'll be one of the teachers that I'll never forget. The whole of 4.9 would feel that way. That's how great he is. (:

Thinking back, I don't even think he raised his voice at us once lo.

Good teacher ehzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. Oh probably his normal voice is damn loud le. :D Oh well!

Mr Quek, we'll remember you! :D



Meet 4.9, this is one of my favourite class pictures! :D. It's kinda horrible but damn sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet at the same time. Yipee.

I love 4.9 much much much much much much much.

C'mon, look how keeeeeeewt LA.

(:

So, I didn't go out today. Partly because it's rather late. And also because I'm leaving the fun for tomorrow when Bb finishes his. :D. We'll go shopping (1st!), then we'll catch a movie, and we'll go eat food. Yummy ^^v. Fishball for dinner, love? (: HAHA.

Dw la.

Final predictions for my O levels:

English - B3/B4
Chinese - A2/B3 *Cross fingers!
Emath - A1/A2
Amath - A1/A2
Phys/Chem - A1 to B3
Biology - C5/C6
Humans - Idk, but I'm hoping for a miracle. With God, anything's possible, aye?

I know my biology's horrible buttt. It'll be the first time I pass a biology paper. Ah, you see why I'm satisfied then? (: Thanks to mcq.

I'm not sure where I'm going from here but we'll leave that for later. (: God will guide me. ^^v.

Choices now would probably Tp's Apparel Design and merchandising/ Tp's Vet Tech.

And yes, 99.9999999999999% settled for Temasek Poly.

Firstly, it's near house so I don't have to wake up early for transportation time for class -_-.
Secondly, it's #1 for design, I suppose? (:
Thirdly, majority of my friends are going there. Love my girlfs ma.

:D.

Can't wait to meet new friends over @ Poly. But, I'll never forget the ones I met the past 4 years. (:

Now, O's over.
I've got time for hours and hours and hours of awesome fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Splendid.

Okay, I'm gna go fill up my schedule le! :D.

Thank God I survived life's 1st phase. Now's the 2nd. And I'm all ready. c:

I'm bringing Bb, Bff, Darlene, Esther, Callista, Alex, my famfam and this blog along with me. (:

I'll pick up a new hobby this 5 month long hols. I'll pick up stitching from Mom, pick up machine-sewing from Mom. (: I'll go get a job and earn money $$$$$$$$. Like, Callista's cousin who gets paid $1200 a month. ALOT for someone @ 16? I'll go get a chio hairdo. I'll go get eyelash extensions. I'll go on a shopping spree and revamp my whole ugly wardrobe. Sounds nice? c:

Byeee.

To accuse - A loser's attitude.

(:

Hi manz hi manz hi manz.

We finished phys/chems paper 1 today and girls hurriedly rushed outta the hall.
All we could hear was, "Yes!" Shouts of excitment, it's finally over. But nah, it ain't over for us. And it's so saddening. We could just stone at their happiness and wait for ours to come in wee bit.
Less than 24 hours and I'm done with one of the major phases in life.

In less than 24 hours, it'll be the end of O's, officially.

50 days ago, we were counting down to O's. And now, we're counting down to the end of O's. In short, freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the end of O's used to be especially special for me. Not that now it isn't but. It used to be for a wrong reason. I was foolish, indeed I was. 8 months has passed, and so much has happened. Even if I didn't make that choice to move on, the torture's rightfully over. Whoa, come to think of it, it's been a long time.

But nonetheless, I'm thankful for where I am today.

No regrets ^^v.

Let's forget about the past. Well, they'll always stay as precious memories in your heart. Every single minute of it, no matter how faint it is. I miss it, truthfully, but if I am given a choice now. I'd still choose to live the life I lived. Because we'll meet better people than those who forsaked us.

Perhaps, if I were to relive it, I'd like to request for a teeny weeny bit less of sorrow? (:

Haha. Kidding. There isn't such a thing about turning back time. Y'know, everything you do at any moment's the first and the last. It wouldn't happen on the same date/ day/ time all over again. Right?

Some go, some come, and others are there from the start.

Thank You Bff, Captain David Alex Lee! :D.

I know I've made a lot of mistakes. And I did A WHOLE LOT of stuff that disappoints you. And I'm really regretful. It just feels different talking to you. Although our relationship's pretty much of a silly one, but Idk. I like it. (: Hope you like it tooooooooo.

It's been more than a year. Just seems so sweet. :} Love you.

Okeh, back with serious stuff! :D. Mcq today. Shall say a, 33/40? ):

33 is horrible, I swear. -_-. Plus, it's comb. science mcq. Not like a tough tough pure science paper. I'd prolly be at the left hand side of the bell curve. Wtf. I sob.

Made a lorryload full of careless mistakes. Now's the time I wish I can turn back time. Hee.

Leave it in God hands! :D.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR A POST TOMORROW!!!

I'm posting illegally. Haha. Studying my biology now. And wtf's a Dicotyledonous plant. (?!)

Bye.

Sakae Buffet on Friday @ Ehub with class.
Cg meeting on Friday @ 8? (:
Movie with girlfriends sometime soon.
Massive prom dress search on Saturday/ Sunday @ Vivo.
Liese marshmallow brown dye w/ Gf Calli real soon. Hair's ugly c:
Prom night of YHotel on the 17th, Gf Alex's birthday on the 17th.
Cousin's birthday on the 20th.
"The Unclassified" on the 4th of Dec!
Blood Donation Drive in December.

And I should go work and earn $$$$$$$$ right? :D

And, a day-out with Bb soooooooon. :D Movie/ Eat fishball/ shopping? (:

So many things, so little time! ): Hmm, let's see. 5 months?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Happy ^^v.

Plus, Bb singing 6 little ducks for me tonight, awesome? Much.

Sister's off to OBS. Damn cool lehz. She'll be back on Friday. Ohnoooooooo. Trouble's coming back. Heehee.

The more I see this blogskin, the more I get annoyed with ittt. ):

It sucks, doesn't it? Keh, no. Wrong way to start one of the first few posts on my new URL.

Anyway, I wasn't quite convinced with this URL initially because it seems pretty dull and boring. Not one that'll go boomz or shingz. Neither will it trigger an adrenaline rush/ blood rush to your fingers for a click on the mouse. -_-. But, I wasn't. Now I am.

Alvin was talking about my name being the best of all names for my own blog URL because it's my brand. And yes, wow. (: It is my brand. I certainly don't hate Mummy or Daddy for naming me Heidi Tay so I luuuuuuuurve it! ^^. Doesn't it rock. Haha. Except... I don't like it being so short. It's so small and tiny. Like, people see see. Will you even take notice of a mini name like that? Damn, it's only 5 alphabets. ):

Example:
Once upon a time, there lived a princess. She was the loveliest and fairest princess of all in the town of Devadelle. She had flawless fair skin, long black hair with a couple of blond brunettes. Every morning, princes from all over the town of Devadelle would wait at the Palace's garden to ask for her hand in marriage. "How lovely it is, Heidi!" as she drew the curtains to enjoy the beautiful scenery she had out her window. Her dog barked in agreement.

Haha. K, wtf. My english is terrible, pardon me.

Anyway, yeah. You get it. It's just too small for anyone normal to notice.

Wait a minute, have I forgotten about Joel and Alex? Haha.

Oh well, who so boliao go care about mini names -_-. Moreover, short & sweet ma.

:D

Chinese O's today. And it sucked. I swear. SEAB is damn mean. I'm absolutely sure now.

I just don't think they should set difficult papers. It's so demoralising. C'mon, no point giving us difficult papers when we don't know how to do them -.- Give us hard hard one, then moderate. Isn't it stupid? No idea what's wrong with them. First, it's the Ss. Totally cheat our feelings one. And now's ...

An A2 for Chinese seems farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I just hope my Paper 1 will push the overall marks. I'm less than 5 marks short of an A. That few 5 marks should be given to me right? (: I'm a good girl.
Oh well. I've done badly. Everyone should do as badly as me too ^^. On a brighter note, I did feel that my Paper 1's chim enough for an A1. Manage to use like, 5 chengyus and 1 long phrase. :/ Yay.

No idea if they make sense but oh well. (:

I'm studying my physics right now. More or less done with my last stack of revision with the mcqs. Thank God it's not an SEAB paper le.

N'way, I went online to look @ prom dresses.
Onto websites like Forever21, topshop, newlook etc etc. And I'm most satisfied with Forever21's. Their prom dresses are chio to the max. :D. Bb was looking through it with me too. One day, all of them shall be mine. And I'm serious. After O's, girlfs and I shall go shopping for prom dresses. There's not much time eh.

And guess what. I haven't bought my prom tickets. Hee.

Oh whatever.

(My neighbour's renovating her house and I tell you, IT'S KILLING ME. The noise!!! ): Ugh. If I get an A2 or below for combined science, I know who to look for. Should I go use my loudhailer and shout, "Will you please shut up?" I'm really tempted to. Well, I did yesterday but I can't beat the sound of those drills.)

Took the bus back home after the papers today and I totally embarrassed myself -_-. Wtf.

Put the blame on the bus driver. I don't like angry bus drivers who go driving buses with a loadful of people inside, stepping on the break as and when he likes to. I tell you, he was effing idiotic. He drove a little, stepped on the break, drove and stepped on the break. All the abrupt breaks.

I flew from the end of the small cabin to the other end of the cabin landing on one of my schoolmates.

I kept apologising even before I officially landed on her. Because I knew, as I flew, I couldn't grab hold of anything and I would, eventually, land on her. And I did. It was an awful sight. Thank God her legs glued tightly onto the fall if not we'd both have fallen on the floor.

That wasn't the end.

Well of course, I did grab hold onto the handle for a couple of seconds. Couldn't let it happen again. But, once I let go to reply a message on my phone, the bus stopped abruptly again. And I flew to the other hand where I initially was standing as I got up the bus. -_-.

She looked at me and giggled. And to avoid awkwardness, I smiled at her as well.

I hated myself so much!!! Flying from one end to another. How hideous! ):

Gna complain to Bb tonight. Anyway, it's down to 2 papers!!! :D Happy or what.

Watching movie on Thursday with girlfs.

Callista and I dyeing hair soon. We've decided on the same colour so if it doesn't turn out nice, we'll die together. That's what friends are for, ain't it? (: Nonetheless, I'd still need your opinions about the nice colours. Not anything wild. Just a shade of brown will do.

Great, I'm gonna go back and study.

Bye.

I don't know why I'm encouraging you to get into the poly of your choice. Deep down inside, I just hope things will go the way I want it to. I know I shouldn't be selfish. Someday, we'll go our seperate ways. I just didn't expect it to come so soon. I do miss you.