Everything

My friend's dog passed away a week ago... It made me think about what would happen if I were to lose her..? Death is something no one can escape from, it's only a matter of time.

She's turning 8 this year. It's scary how time flies. I remember first seeing her when she was just 2 months old, on the 26th of December. (She was a christmas gift from Dad) She was still learning how to walk hahahaha and oh yes, the floor was waaaaaaay too slippery for her. Too bad I didn't video how she would slip with her 4 limbs spilt open!!

Jingjing got her name from a channel 8 drama lolololol if you remember he lan chun????????? OMG FEEL DAMN SWAKU BUT MY SISTER SAID IT AND WE AGREED ONLY BECAUSE MY DAD'S PREVIOUS PET DOG WAS ALSO NAMED JINGJING (THEY ADOPTED HER) *being super defensive here* Kekeke

AH those were the days. I remember she used to get locked up in the balcony when it was bedtime (she wasn't toilet trained then)... could hear her crying from up my room. I would go down to peep at her and make sure she was doing okay. Daddy's fault!! But he had his reasons. I have damn alot of carpets at home so if she were to pee or poop on the carpet, it's gonna be damn hard and almost impossible to get rid off! Imagine the stench!

SO, I would normally place a huuuuuge beanbag at the doorway and just zzzzzz on it. It kills two birds with one stone. First, she wouldn't be so terrified and at the same time, she wouldn't dirty the carpets!

*...Not to like brag or what but really, she's closer to me than anyone else in the family.*

No doubt that it was because of her, I wanted to do Veterinary Technology!! If you read my blog previously, you would know I'm a daaamn artsy person and it was a lifelong dream to get into Apparel Design and Fashion Merchandising in TP after secondary school. It was only the night before submission date that I changed my mind... becoz of a dream lol not going to go in depth.

Anyway, she wasn't allowed to sleep with me until she was about 5 years old? My dad would threaten to send her away becoz she always pee/ poop on the bedsheets!! Hahahahahaha I damn stubborn...... its either she sleep
in the room OR I sleep outside with her :P

Everytime I had the chance to sneak her in my room, I would. Then slowly, my dad didn't nag much and she stopped being so notti!!!!!!! Now she's sleeping with me everynight ^_* Erm yah and if you follow me on instagram or twitter, you would know how she would ALWAYS sleep right in the middle of my bed........................zzz

But its always nice to have her under the covers, right next to me. She's the sweetest thing ever. Very timid towards other dogs and very very gehkiang towards human beings hahahahahaha

SIGGGGH I know I shouldn't be thinking about this and leave it till when the time comes. But really? There's no way she would never leave my side right? THIS SUXXXXXXXXXXX I feel so silly telling J that I wanna die before her because I don't want to experience losing her AT ALL. Hehe sorry I sound so suicidal...

I promise to always love her for as long as she lives because I'm her everything like she is my everything.

Jingjing, jiejie loves you. Forever...

Selling post #3

All items are can fit me. I'm uk 8.

No refunds, no trades, non-nego.

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Red swing crop top

$16

Washed babydoll TOPSHOP INSPIRED

$16

Laced collar top

$16

OSF open back top $11
SOLD

Olive oversized batwing top

$16

Shoulder cutouts top

$20

Cotton on leopard printed top

$16

Diamonte skater skirt

(I have one myself!)

$20
SOLD

Electrical blue bustier

$19

Scallop crop top

$16
SOLD

Floral tube dress

$5

Dark blue tube romper

$20

Mustard top

slightly sheer (picture below)

$18

Floral tulip top

$16 (Details below)

Cotton on floral bodycon

$8

Pink top

Sheer

$16

Pleated green top

$16
SOLD

Vintage floral, sheer back

ONE PIECE ONLY

$15 

Olive oversized collar top

$11
SOLD

Lavender cutout top

$16

Brown long sleeve

(I wear it as an outer wear)

$18

TSR grey maxi

$20

ZIPIA oversized

$17

Buttoned down beige top

(Wear it as an outerwear)

$16

Holey cardigan

$15
SOLD

Cotton on oatmeal oversized

$15

Velvet crop top

Still contemplating

>$20

Black jeggings @ $20 each

Selling at $29 in sprees

F21 Brown striped down

Sheer

Wear it off shoulder!

Topshop ribboned back

UK8

$20

Retailed at $69

two-buckled belt

$20

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Runway bandits white warren blazer

$35

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I'm back

Monday saw me catching up with Xuan. Had a reeeeeeeeally good day walking from Haji to the Shaw Towers for Tom's Palette. It was my first time there and omg I super love the SUMMER BERRIES. Seem to like any ice cream sour. Sorbets including. Xuan had her salted caramel cheesecake which is currently one of the shop's top-selling flavours. Unfortunately, cheesecakes are not my thing. I love cheese though hehehehehehe.

Realise I'm super picky when it comes to food. I hate beef patties (bk beef was the first beef I tried and I vomitted), I love steaks. I'm guessing its because I love tough meat. Then again, I'd pick chicken chop over steak soooooo I'll only kope a bite from my dad if he eats it. OK BUT RECENTLY, I had my virgin experience at Carl's Jr and Joel gave me half of his portobello mushroom swiss beef burger and omg the beef was... not too bad. So now, I'm not that afraid to eat beef patties anymore.

Mmm I'm back to blogging but I guess no one reads this now. Where have my readers gone to? Drop me a formspring if you still exists!!!

Soooo since the last time I blogged, I had a life changing experience. Many, in fact. First of all, I cut my hair. Yes, like 5 inches? Its above my boobs now and I had a hard time getting used to it. I agree I look fresher but I feel so insecure my hair isn't covering my boobs... SIGH. Yup, 2 months have passed and I'm still regretting it. But it's okay because hair grows and I'll just have to wait........... Now I'm having a dilemma between getting back my side bangs/ letting this long fringe I pain-stakingly grew continue growing. People who hasn't seen me in side bangs tell me I shouldn't but omg I loved how I looked in short fringes.

What's stopping me from chopping it off is... I don't want to look cute? I always think people look younger in side bangs/ bangs and I don't want to... Plus, my fat face won't help either. Then again my long fringe actually makes my head look bigger. I think. We'll see.

Second of the many that's the most life changing is FO 2012 - REIZEN.

Reizen's where I met so many wonderful people who helped me on my journey becoming a GL. Something I failed to become last year and the journey was amazing. How close we have become since our first training. I just miss everything we did together... All I hope now, is that things won't change and that our friendship would be something I can prove to myself that "nothing is forever", wrong. I miss you guys, you know who you are.

Friends are very important people and I'm so glad I'm meeting my bestfriends tomorrow. :)

Working tomorrow at Plaza Sing alone I'm scared! Please pop by.

Will be updating a selling post soon. Feels so good to be back on the track. Love you all.

CNY

Gong xi fa Cai!!!!!

Being lazy hahahahaha~ enjoy the pictures and watch this space mwaaaahhhh :*