Just came back from some tanning at Tampines Swimming Complex with my pretty beep @bitchyaffairs
Buried my face under my towel the whole time just so I wouldn't look ugly with Jet Black coz I think only fair skinned people can pull black off and I can't afford to dye it again if not my hair will die (although I think it's already dead) hiak hiak I like my face colour now I don't mind it a little darker but I don't want it to peel~ And most importantly, no more freckles on my face.
I have freckles and they're damn gross so I spammed sunblock on my face and spammed suntan oil on my body v^^v And my legs are red now I kinda wish it'll always stay this way. Beep is super hot in bikini. And we're gonna go tanning again tomorrow!
Was all pink today. My bag, my towel, my shades, my bikini, my phone, my waterbottle.
Oh anyway just bought a top and pants on impulse pls pray I look good in them?
If you guys have been following.......... if anyone is. Should I still remain in Blazers. Fyi Blazers is TP cheerleading team and I kinda stopped going after my horrible results in Sem 1 although I loved it so much! Yeah so I stopped going to concentrate on my studies (Apparently it didn't work coz I did as bad in Sem 2) But then again, if I continued going for training 4-5 times a week then, I wouldn't even have passed.
So should I go back? I've been thinking about this since I "left" Blazers. If I quit... what if I regret? If I don't, how am I going to cope with studies when school reopen. Cheerleading is fun and it keeps me fit. Fit as in gaining ALOT of muscles... which makes me look fat/ bigger in size on the other hand. Have you seen my arms? ***But cheerleaders have abs***
After I left cheer, I lost weight leh no kidding. And it's visible weight loss. I used to hang around 47kg to 49kg, ok most of the time 48.5 (?) Now I'm 47kg. It's not alot but at least it's visible................................. according to people? And I want to lose somemore weight! Till I'm 45 (?)
Training's tomorrow and if I still wanna be in Blazers I have to go for training but I'm not ready.
Am 70% sure I'm leaving mostly because I'm super lazy and I'd rather go home everyday after school. School = 9 to 6 everyday. If I go for training it's another 3 hours 3 times a week (+ saturday) Also because of the people who are in cheer. SIGH.......... New captain and I don't even feel like he's a friend anymore. So hard to communicate with him he's almost unapproachable.
I wanna go back to Blazers so I get to see my bagwas everyweek......... I don't wanna drift away from them. It'll be the saddest thing ever. Idk, ftuhciks.
Bye. x
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Mars meets Venus
Happy Birthday Joel Lim my handsome happy pill!
(Taken with Joel's camera.)
BABY YOU SO FAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG FREAKING KEWT OMG *~*
Yesterday was a blast!
Picnic in the afternoon. Wanted Marina Barage but I wasn't feeling well in the morning my stomach gave me problems -_____________________- Then we headed to Pasir Ris Park for a simple picnic. Just the 2 of us. Did Ham N Cheese sandwich which were damn awesome and sushi which sucked (worst sushi ever).
Baby and I went to take neoprints for the first time! Remember 3 to 4 years ago when neoprints were the IN thing. Haha so cute he wanted to take in *not me* But the neoprint machine we went to sucked and do I look like I know how to read Japanese?!?!?! Everything was in Japanese we anyhow click only hahahahaha and I look hideous in all the pictures shit )':
Then I got his friends to surprise him at 18 chefs. 18th birthday at 18 chefs! OMG AND 18 OF THEM TURNED UP ITS SUPER COOL OMG~~~ So happy the surprise was successful!
But super awkward because Botak Simon and the "korean" guy was working @sistaz I pretended to be a different person~ Hoping I look different with my Jet Black hair. I fucking love my hair now. :) Didn't like it curled on friday night! But when its straight its pretty awesome. I've like brown streaks on the inside because it wasn't dyed properly so sad )': Thinking of dying the inside red or something but I promised not to dye anymore~
Well well I finally have a boyfriend "a year older".
Happy birthday baby I'm so glad you loved all I/we did for you. The cupcakes, the sandwiches, the sushi, the surprise. Just wished I did better! There's still one more birthday present for you :) You can't wait for it right? You'll like it for sure!!
You're the best boyfriend anyone can ever have. I'm aware of every little thing you do for me like accompanying me home when you can late at night just making sure I'll reach home safe and sound. Paying for everything everytime we're out. Waiting for me to get things done before we go to bed at night. Staying up with me while I study even though you have school the next day. Making me smile everytime I'm upset. Respecting my decisions, always giving in to me. Making me feel like everyday's christmas day because you're my santa claus, always getting me things I like! Telling me I'm pretty even when I obviously look like shit. Letting me know you love me, showing me you care alot about me everyday without fail. Holding my hand in front of your friends. Kissing me on my forehead telling me everything's gonna be okay when things go wrong. Cooking for me when I'm over at your house.
The list goes on.
I saw this on tumblr.
The Perfect Boyfriend -
He would scream "I love you!" down the halls, not caring who heard him. He'd go on a walk with me in 40 degree weather, hot cocoa in one hand my hand in his other. He'd sing outloud to any song, even if I call him retarded. He lets me sing outloud and won't call me weird. He'll sit outside with me on my front step because there's nothing to do and won't say he's bored. He'll let me look like crap wearing a big tshirt and shorts and still calls me beautiful. He's write me thousands of notes everyday at school. He'd come to my house at 9 in the morning to wake me up on the weekends. He's take me to park and push me on swings. He won't be shy around me family but acts like he's part of it. He'll argue with my friends that he loves me more. He'll keep every single promise he makes. He'd run up to hug me whenever he sees me. He won't be scared to dance in front of me and my family. He's rent all the chick flicks he knows of and watch them with me when I'm inside sick. He picks his friends over me sometimes. He'll remember our anniversaries before I do. He'll call me at night right before I go to bed, just so he knows he's the last boice I hear. He'd push my hair away when its in my face. He'll carry my books at school, even if he already has 2 to carry on his own. He wears my favourite shirt of his every monday. A boy who won't ask me whats wrong when I look sad. He'll just kiss me on the forehead. He'll give me his sweatshirt even when he's freezing and he won't make me feel guilty about it. He'd never get jealous because he already knows I love him more than anything and when he says forever, he means it no matter what.
Thats you.
I know its not true, the whole family thing, coz you haven't exactly met them but other than that, that whole passage describes you and who would ever be this great. I feel like the luckiest girl on earth because God made our paths cross.
I will want to take care of you forever. I want to be your shining amour just like you're mine, protect you just like how you've always been protecting me. Make you happy just like how you'd always cheer me up. (': I don't want our relationship to depend on you alone because I'll always be here with you. And you know that right?
We should bake fairy dust rainbow cupcakes together soon! ;)
Has no one told you're just so amazing?
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Love you xxxxxxxxxxx happy pill
PS @secretnudges thanks for your quote :)
(Taken with Joel's camera.)
BABY YOU SO FAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG FREAKING KEWT OMG *~*
Yesterday was a blast!
Picnic in the afternoon. Wanted Marina Barage but I wasn't feeling well in the morning my stomach gave me problems -_____________________- Then we headed to Pasir Ris Park for a simple picnic. Just the 2 of us. Did Ham N Cheese sandwich which were damn awesome and sushi which sucked (worst sushi ever).
Baby and I went to take neoprints for the first time! Remember 3 to 4 years ago when neoprints were the IN thing. Haha so cute he wanted to take in *not me* But the neoprint machine we went to sucked and do I look like I know how to read Japanese?!?!?! Everything was in Japanese we anyhow click only hahahahaha and I look hideous in all the pictures shit )':
Then I got his friends to surprise him at 18 chefs. 18th birthday at 18 chefs! OMG AND 18 OF THEM TURNED UP ITS SUPER COOL OMG~~~ So happy the surprise was successful!
But super awkward because Botak Simon and the "korean" guy was working @sistaz I pretended to be a different person~ Hoping I look different with my Jet Black hair. I fucking love my hair now. :) Didn't like it curled on friday night! But when its straight its pretty awesome. I've like brown streaks on the inside because it wasn't dyed properly so sad )': Thinking of dying the inside red or something but I promised not to dye anymore~
Well well I finally have a boyfriend "a year older".
Happy birthday baby I'm so glad you loved all I/we did for you. The cupcakes, the sandwiches, the sushi, the surprise. Just wished I did better! There's still one more birthday present for you :) You can't wait for it right? You'll like it for sure!!
You're the best boyfriend anyone can ever have. I'm aware of every little thing you do for me like accompanying me home when you can late at night just making sure I'll reach home safe and sound. Paying for everything everytime we're out. Waiting for me to get things done before we go to bed at night. Staying up with me while I study even though you have school the next day. Making me smile everytime I'm upset. Respecting my decisions, always giving in to me. Making me feel like everyday's christmas day because you're my santa claus, always getting me things I like! Telling me I'm pretty even when I obviously look like shit. Letting me know you love me, showing me you care alot about me everyday without fail. Holding my hand in front of your friends. Kissing me on my forehead telling me everything's gonna be okay when things go wrong. Cooking for me when I'm over at your house.
The list goes on.
I saw this on tumblr.
The Perfect Boyfriend -
He would scream "I love you!" down the halls, not caring who heard him. He'd go on a walk with me in 40 degree weather, hot cocoa in one hand my hand in his other. He'd sing outloud to any song, even if I call him retarded. He lets me sing outloud and won't call me weird. He'll sit outside with me on my front step because there's nothing to do and won't say he's bored. He'll let me look like crap wearing a big tshirt and shorts and still calls me beautiful. He's write me thousands of notes everyday at school. He'd come to my house at 9 in the morning to wake me up on the weekends. He's take me to park and push me on swings. He won't be shy around me family but acts like he's part of it. He'll argue with my friends that he loves me more. He'll keep every single promise he makes. He'd run up to hug me whenever he sees me. He won't be scared to dance in front of me and my family. He's rent all the chick flicks he knows of and watch them with me when I'm inside sick. He picks his friends over me sometimes. He'll remember our anniversaries before I do. He'll call me at night right before I go to bed, just so he knows he's the last boice I hear. He'd push my hair away when its in my face. He'll carry my books at school, even if he already has 2 to carry on his own. He wears my favourite shirt of his every monday. A boy who won't ask me whats wrong when I look sad. He'll just kiss me on the forehead. He'll give me his sweatshirt even when he's freezing and he won't make me feel guilty about it. He'd never get jealous because he already knows I love him more than anything and when he says forever, he means it no matter what.
Thats you.
I know its not true, the whole family thing, coz you haven't exactly met them but other than that, that whole passage describes you and who would ever be this great. I feel like the luckiest girl on earth because God made our paths cross.
I will want to take care of you forever. I want to be your shining amour just like you're mine, protect you just like how you've always been protecting me. Make you happy just like how you'd always cheer me up. (': I don't want our relationship to depend on you alone because I'll always be here with you. And you know that right?
We should bake fairy dust rainbow cupcakes together soon! ;)
Has no one told you're just so amazing?
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Love you xxxxxxxxxxx happy pill
PS @secretnudges thanks for your quote :)
TP Dinner & Dance, De Estrella
Dnd with Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen! (Not literally but I think we made quite a good twin!)
Theme was De Estrella which means Night of the stars. So we had to dress up as stars and everything~ There were people who came in really cute costumes! Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, X-woman, Audrey Hepburn, Twiggy blah blah blah alot lah. Gonna go look at albums and see if I can find Mr and Mrs Best Dressed! Well, here goes.
Mr Best Dressed in a teddybear mascot fucking cute and Mrs Best Dressed + Runner up!
The legals went clubbing at Zouk after DnD.
TP got alot of chiobu I swear -______- @bitchyaffairs and I were like "omg she so pretty" the whole night. She kept tweeting she looked like shit beside me when I was the one looking like shit beside her. Sat with the deepas at Table 30! And Nareefah did the makeup for us wheeee she's our fairy godmother! This is all I've got. Awesome night.
(The pictures like shit coz I kup from fb)
And I'm selling the wedges I wore just for Dnd!
$45 Bought at $60 HELLO~~~~~~~~~~
(The pictures like shit coz I kup from fb)
And I'm selling the wedges I wore just for Dnd!
$45 Bought at $60 HELLO~~~~~~~~~~
x
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