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Went shopping today (kept telling J I look hideous the whole freaking day omfg I look so fat in the stupid toga and there's a staint???? ugh the leopard skort really looks bad on me right -_-) sighssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss anyw, another 2 added to my wardrobe!

Anyone interested in the leopard skorts I'm wearing? Email, fs, twitter me! I might want to sell it haha ok but I only worn it once.......... perfect condition but I'm not 100% selling it. Because it's effing ex??????

So... I've been spending ALOT lately. Alot as in I buy up to 4 items online weekly during the holidays. The most I bought was 4 a week. And apparently, I do not like them anymore. Wow. I figured out that it isn't funny and I got to stop this, it's becoming an addiction. Looking good and everything, I think I'm trying too hard coz I will never ever think I look good in anything. And it sucks coz who doesn't wanna look good? I don't need to impress anyone, I just wanna impress myself. Looking good is feeling good. But I'm never satisfied. Am so fucking stupid it's either I buy things on impulse or I get bored of it damn fast. Fast as in I never repeat my outfits. Not because I don't want people to mock at me but because I don't think I look good in them anymore. Sigh does anyone feel the same way?

Anyway I've got to stop this. My friends don't blogshop as much as I do but they always look better than me. This sucks!!! Anyway I googled on how I should stop overspending, and save as much as I can a month but it's not working. I told myself I can't get more than an item a week online. But I've JUST order 2 items online + a shoe. Even though I know clothes online don't look as good real life. Will never learn my lesson?

So here's what I found:
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1) Understand wants versus needs. If your shoes are falling apart and held together with duct tape, you NEED new shoes. If you have 12 pairs of new shoes still in the box in your closet, you don't NEED new shoes, you WANT new shoes. Ask yourself this question before making a purchase, "Do I really need this?"

2) Avoid stores or store departments where you may lose control. If shoes are your weakness, stay away from shoe stores. If you compulsively buy CDs and DVDs, stay out of that section at WalMart.

3) Pay cash for all of your purchases. It is much harder to hand over cash than to swipe a credit card. Once the cash is gone, it is gone.

4) Go food shopping just once a month, plan, plan, plan!

5) Avoid temptation! Don’t go shopping.

If you don’t go to the shops, you can’t be lured by nice things. Stay at home – simple as that! If you like to while away your leisure time by going shopping, do something else instead! Keep busy and you won’t be tempted to get out your wallet.

6) Realize that sales occur on a regular basis. Do you talk yourself into making a purchase because it is on sale? There will always be another sale! You can wait for the next one. (Your discount may be even bigger.)

7) Do you buy items for yourself because you deserve them? Everyone deserves nice things. But, you also deserve not to be in debt. Thoughtfully consider which you prefer - that new outfit, or financial freedom.

8) Avoid temptation! Don’t go shopping.

If you don’t go to the shops, you can’t be lured by nice things. Stay at home – simple as that! If you like to while away your leisure time by going shopping, do something else instead! Keep busy and you won’t be tempted to get out your wallet.

9) Make a list and stick to it.

Always make a shopping list before you go to the stores and see tempting goodies. Then once you’re out – don’t stray from it.

10) Keep a debt diary.

Write a note of when you’re likely to over spend. If you can identify trends that lead to overspending you might be able to prevent them or vent in some other way.

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Have a feeling it all won't work because I don't have self discipline but I'm going to limit myself anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh I can do this. Can you guys please buy my unwanted clothes???????? This is fucking serious won't you want to save my life??????? GO VIEW MY SELLING POST NOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And anyway I'm a very self conscious person as you can see and if there's anyway anyone can help me stop being self conscious, please let me know because it is so troublesome and annoying??? I'm actually excessively conscious of everything about me (mainly my appearance) and it sucks. People love saying I'm ugly (they want to ruin my life) ok la it doesn't really affect me anymore. Anyway its not that, it's the feeling of inferiority. I need to talk to someone who feels the same way. My friends find me annoying because I'm always like that but it's like I can't help it?????? I want to look as good as you guys too.

P.S Know of any magical detergent/ bleach/ powder/ foam/ wtvr that can remove a colour staint on my newly bought toga???????????? Pleasepleaseplease let me know because I've only worn it once. (WTF THIS KIND OF THINGS HAPPEN TO ME WHEN I'M ALREADY SHORT OF CLOTHES AND CASH KNS!!!!!)

x WORKING TOMORROW WITH @anicorn THE CHIOBU

Mustard and black

School's been pretty awesome.... NOT. School sucks I hate school. Apart from my classmates and friends whom I love meeting, school is boring shit and especially when you're from the Applied Science School. Your schedule's 7 to 9 hours every single day and you constantly need to struggle waking up early in the morning just so you won't be late for your 9am lecture. Yes, lectures aren't compulsory in TP but in ASc, lectures are so damn important because everything does not make sense. (Ok maybe to me.) With that said, I've miss the whole morning lectures on just the 2nd day of school. Bravo.

So much for telling myself I need to work hard right?

Ok so I haven't had time to blog because on monday I had school till 6 then I went out for dinz and came home pretty late and on tues, I had school till 5 and I went to work. There's apparently no school for me today because it's a whole day of tutorial, no lectures. And there are no tutorials on the first week of school! Woots! 

You should see the new batch of biz students. I tell you, the girls are fucking chio. Ugh which is making jealous to the maximum? Biz school has always had the prettiest girls in TP and everyone knows that. Probably because biz school is one of the bigger schools in TP, besides Engine. You just know its biz school when you walk into a hallway with girls everywhere looking like they just came out from a magazine. (K I'm exaggerating but the girls there are worth my exaggeration.) Not forgetting the boys (; N for that, I thank God I got into an applied science course coz everyone here doesn't give a shit about you looking like shit. So if I don't decide to dress up, I would probably just go to school in a Tee, denim shorts and flipflops. Er k no but I have not done it before....... Haha but I like the fact that you can do that without people gossiping about you. True? Oh well anyway I'm not judging k!!!!!!!!!!!! Just a point of view.

I am going out now bye x ketchup soon!

SELLING THE TOP ABOVE IN MUSTARD. 

Decided to sell 1 of them because there's no point having 2 :) Awesome piece! And I'm sure many of you would love it from your comments on my fs and twitter!

PENDING

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Looking

Let me know if anyone's selling~

Frienemies

Xmas 2010

Miss you guys

Friends come, friends go. I hate it that we're not even hanging out together anymore? To think I told my bestfriends how I met great friends in poly. Yup great friends but we're all different and can't hang out like we used to because no one's willing to give and take. Including me. From this, I learnt that true blue friends are hard to come by and I shouldn't take my friends for granted. Honestly, I may have quite a number of friends (I won't say alot) but there're very few people I feel comfortable with. And this bunch? I love them because I can be myself everytime we hang out. And we used to go everywhere together!

Celebrate birthdays, go shopping together, study together or just meet up to chill. Miss those times. Owell, actually knowing that I'm still friends with Ni Ber Cel Mei Jess and Val and a few of the boys, I'm contented. :) And I don't think I want to change a thing (?) Yeah even though I miss the past, we can't hang out means we can't. Hate conflicts to happen again.

So here I am posting the last picture of them, all of us together, feeling a little nostalgic. Wheee my bubbletea's making it worse because we used to get bubbletea together... and how we always reminded each other NOT to drink coz we'll get fat (And as flyers we can't get fat) but we'll all still drink it in the end. (': Omfg I sound damn emo ew ew ew aiyah I really miss them la ok!?!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?

Bye x

Lehlong lehlong

Updated 13 sept




Blue sweetheart back chiffon top
*Sheer*
$25 Worn 2x perfect condition




TSR grey maxi
$29 Worn 1x perfect condition



UB knitted pullover
$20 BN Perfect condition



Maxnmore floral babydoll
$15 Worn a few times perfect condition



White oversized top
$25 Worn 2x perfect condition
Have similar top in military brown/green, let me know for pictures if interested.



Lace crop top
Still contemplating, BN
Selling at >$20



Mustard tunic
$25 Worn 2x perfect condition



Drape back navy blue top/tunic
$23 worn 1x perfect condition



Tribal mint oversized
$20 Worn 1x perfect condition



Babypink chiffon top
*Sheer*
$20 worn 2x perfect condition
SOLD



Gradient babydoll
$25 Worn 1x perfect condition



Pleat green spag top
$25 BN Perfect condition



Green batwing
$23 Worn 2x perfect condition





Topshop mesh back creamy white top
$50 retail price $69
Worn 1x perfect condition




Dusty pink big armhole top
$20 Worn 1x perfect condition



Tribal dress/tunic
$20 Worn 2x perfect condition



Lovebirds crop top
$20 Worn 2x perfect condition



Whatisdope cape knitted cardigan in brown
$29 Worn 1x perfect condition
SOLD



Whatisdope leopard skirt
$25 worn 2x perfect condition



Myrosebullet tube romper navy blue
$25 Worn a few times, perfect condition



Wonderstellar Topshop inspired usa shorts
Uk 6 - 8
$20 Colour ran!



Faux leather shorts S
$25 worn a few times perfect condition



Velvet shorts
$23 worn 1x perfect condition
uk 8 - 10



Mustard hw shorts
$20 BN Perfect condition




Red scallop hw shorts
$20 Worn 1x perfect condition



Shredded hw
UK 10 - 12
Waist approx. 15 inches
$22 Worn 1x perfect condition
Perfect pair if only it wasn't too loose )':



Topshop inspired denim hw
Still contemplating
Selling >$25



Denim hw
$22 Worn 1x perfect condition
SOLD

Negotiable for some items only. Text me at 96520810. Thanks x






Anything that caught your eye? I'm selling most of the items in the pictures! You may not find them in the link because I haven't updated it yet. I'll do it by saturday :) But if you're interested in ANYTHING you see, yes anything (even the headband) let me know~ I might just sell it! Kinda love all the items here after taking the pictures and realised it's not THAT bad but I rather sell it to someone who loves it more! :>

Actually I was just bored so I took so many pictures! I forced myself to sleep late last night so I could wake up later, skip lunch and kill time. BUT today I woke up earlier than usual... fml. )''''': Please buy my items k! Just text me for faster deals.

And thank you very much for taking your time to browse my selling post! x

Bare

I'm so awake oh god............ Think I can even wash my hair and wait for it to dry! 2 orders so far and I'm happy. Shows that items look better when worn! But also can be very deceiving because pictures make wonders SOMETIMES, MAYBE MOST like how blogshop items always deceive me but I still love blogshopping anyway. But I assure you I did not edit the clothes (only changed the brightness and contrast because the pictures turned out gloomy so I had to make it brighter) Colours are ALL true to picture. How different can it be right haha 2 black tops and a brown one!

And the brown leopard block top. I love it! But the sleeves doesn't suit me. So if no one gets it within a week, then I'm going to cut off the sleeves coz I super love the print. I know the clothes abit mismatched but I was just trying out a mini photoshoot in my room and wahaa I dropped the camera 3 times but I had a pillow all around for protection! So yay my camera survived the fall but I fucking scared now zomg @~@ I'm gonna scotchtape the stand + camera the next time round.

I'm bored. Thanks to you guys for browsing my selling post.

Just ordered a toga online yay! First toga in my wardrobe~~~ Ikr I damn noob hahahahahahha shuddup but I didn't like togas coz my arm damn huge!!!!!!! And you pay money for showing off your fats? No right? Haha but I've a tan line on my chest/ collar bone area and I like it! Hehe yay for more tanning next week.

Ok so I wanted to tan on monday but the sun wasn't up. Tuesday I had work. I wanted to tan just this afternoon but realised I had no tanning oil and the weather was supa hot which means supa awesome! But the sun disappeared at around 4 so yay God was on my side! Coz if I went in the end + bought a bottle of tanning oil, I wouldn't have gotten alot tanner and it would've wasted my time! So I'm going tannin next week when I borrow tanning oil from my bagwa also known as girlfriend then I'm gonna tan my whole body coz now my back is damn white coz I never pengkang the back!!!!!!!!!! And I want my tan lines to be more obvious at my collar bone.

K so pls continue to support my selling post because my pay will be at the end of this month which is SUPER FAR................................................................

Bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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WAS BORED SO I DECIDED TO CAMWHORE SIGH I WISH I HAD A NICELY PAINTED WALL......................................... The background damn ugly right?!?!?!?!? Apparently, I did think of painting the wall myself but it isn't flat like the cement's jagged (no idea how to describe it) Yup so whatever I paint isn't going to be nice. ):):):):): And yes all the walls in my house are like this! Oh it was the 'IN' thing 20 years back~ Hate it. I can't even buy a wallpaper now.......... 

K anyway visit my selling post! And sorry if my face looks damn hideous hahahahahahhaa thats why the picture is so small! Going to have more photoshoot's tomorrow kakakakaka if I'm not lazy and I'm probably going to turn on the aircon coz I sweated like siao..........

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UPDATE 12/4 SECOND TOP SOLD!