I know I'm ugly and I've accepted that fact

Hi guys. So how did you spent your Valentine's Day? :>

Mine was just like any other date actually :) J bought me 2 roses and a stick of marshmellows with my name on it and I know where he got that from mmmmmmmm *cough* hershey's world *cough* He must be thinking thank God my name's Heidi and not Elizabeth or Sharmaine or anything longer if not the marshmellows would have cost a bomb! Thanks for everything swthrt you're like the awesomest!

Went over to Uncle ES' crib during the weekends and met up with my dad's primary/ secondary school fwenz + my childhood sweethearts!!! Carissa and Alissa................ I love them to bits. Its like we've known each other since in our moms' wombs and the only thing that makes us not family is our blood. Screw me coz I was pretty lethargic the whole day. And the pictures............. worst nightmare ever. Worst shots taken since forever as in seriously I look like a horribly lifeless pontianak -_____- Have no idea what's going on with me!!! Feeling like a dead pig ^('o')^ the past few days.

And am feeling so stressed up!! Never cried before I sleep becoz of school before and I did recently. Can totally feel the stress~~~~~~~ Gotta loosen up and study smart!! The upcoming projects aren't helping me I swear. And this week, I've altogether 3 tests + 2 submissions you can kill me @_@ @_@

ANGSTY~~~~~ AND HOR BUYERS ARE NOT MAKING ME FEEL HAPPY LOR THIS GIRL TOTALLY DEAD BUY AND BACKED OUT AFTER A WEEK OF CONFIRMARTION AND I ASKED HER LIKE EVERY 3 DAYS AT LEAST TO DOUBLECHECK HER ORDER COZ I'M FUCKING SCARED SHE BACKS OUT SUDDENLY................... AND SHE DID WOW

Why do buyers dead buy? Can't you make everyone's life easier.

Omg I need J to appease me now am being an angsty bitch I'm going to vent my anger on him hahahahahahahahahahaha damn annoying I h8 her and I hope she does something about it coz' if I see her I'm not gonna let her off. She's just being unreasonable and no one likes dead buyers. Am so going to blacklist her if I have to.

AM GOING TO STOP BEING ANGSTY ONCE I FINISH THIS POST COZ IDW END UP LIKE (SOMEBODY I KNOW WHOS ANGSTY ALMOST EVERYDAY I WANT TO SCREAM IN HER FACE) NO ONE SHOULD GET ANGRY EASILY LOR TAKE A CHILL PILL K BYE

AND OMG OMG OMG I ORDERED WEDGES ONLINE, TRANSFERRED $$$ BUT THE RECEIPT WASN'T PRINTED OUT OMG I'M SO SCREWED )''''''''''''''': WHAT IF I GET CHEATED AND SHE EATS MY $$$$$$ THE WEDGES DAMN EXPENSIVE ):):):):):):

A big bad wolf

Harlow everyone! I'm back.

Yes, this blog has been dead for quite awhile. I feel like deleting my tagboard it's filled with nonsense. So, how's everyone? Busy with school? I am. Projects with upcoming deadlines I've yet to complete. Examinations coming up in 2 weeks. Poly life is so fucking stressful. Seriously, I can't wait to get over with the exams and enjoy a month of holiday. Not going to mention I'm gonna be a Year 2 Vet Tech student soon. Time flies, doesn't it?

I need to do extremely well for my written papers because I've been doing very badly for the mini tests and quizes. So much for pulling up my GPA this semester! It's so difficult )': I've hated science since forever, no one understands why I got myself into a pure biology course (when I failed biology for O levels). It doesn't make sense haha. As always, I'm getting myself into all kinds of trouble. Surprisingly, this is the best mistake I've ever made.

Was busy with the DPA programme last tuesday and wednesday~ Am missing it so much. A getaway from school in school. It was nice meeting new people and it was the best experience ever. I love camps, who doesn't? But this time was special I guess. I was leading the camp with 11 other awesome group leaders. Never knew leading could be so fun. It takes a lot of courage to stand in front of a big group of people you know~~~~~~~~~ It was so scary ): ): ): For someone like me, I never ever thought I'd have the chance to do it. YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN HOW I EMBARRASSED MYSELF THROUGHOUT THE CAMP SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS I AM SUCHA JOKE )':

Since I didn't get into FO as a GL, I just needed this one time to satisfy myself. Am so thankful for this amazing experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my very own freshies and my awesome 11 other GLs especially the excos who gave me this opportunity.

Hahahahahahahahahahaha k I sound like I am giving a thanksgiving speech -_______________- But Whenever I think of it, I feel so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not saying I did the best job, but I think I did okay although I reeeeeeeeally hope I'd miraculously get a space in FO and do a better job. I'll try next year~ Coz I NEED to do the mass dance, it was the first thing I looked forward to lor~ but we didn't do it because of the last minute change of plans kekekekekekekekeke )'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''':

Will never forget DPA 2010/2011.