Hi guys, I just came home from Si Tian's birthday celebration @ Pizza Hut/ Open Plaza.

And I just heard about the news. Melissa Toh from TP Design School took her life on Wednesday morning. ):

Ahhhhhh life is short, life is tragic. And yes, life is a struggle. But struggle, indeed, is a part of life.

I don't know her, I never met her but I feel her. I guess she was just too tired... Sometimes the thought of sucidal isn't absurd and out of the world. (Okay actually maybe it is.) But sometimes you just feel it's the only way out. It's silly, yet. Looking at all her works, I feel so inspired. And I'm very, very sure she's an inspiration to everyone. Everyone, anyone.

She's a talent. A talent, indeed.

This tragic news has never left my mind.

And I don't think any suicidal news has left me thinking so much, really so much, about... everything. I suddenly realise this is the real world I'm living in and the real world I'm living in is cruel.

I feel sad for all those who care/ love her so much. Her friends, her family especially. I feel sad for Melissa. It's sucha a pity. The world has lost a beautiful pretty lady. She's like so pretty and frankly speaking, she doesn't look like she has anything to worry about. She looks happy, satisfied and very carefree.

Hmm, damn it, it's sooooooooooooooooo sad isn't it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Death - is something real and no one will ever escape it.

I'm afraid of death. And all of sudden, I feel life is short. And that's not a good thing. But I know most importantly, we've all gotta live life to the fullest. Also, make a difference in someone's life. When you've made an impact, you know you've succeeded in life.

She's up in Heaven right now and I know she'll lead a much better life up there.

How I wish baby's home so I can him the news.

Anyway, I know this is going to sound crazy.

BUT, I want to get married before I die. I want to adopt 5 dogs from SPCA. I want to save as many animals' lives as possible. (Because I can't save your life obviously, unless you're prepared to die. You're not an animal. I'll be a vet someday, perhaps.) I want somebody to tell me I'm beautiful inside and out w/ a lie detector to make sure she/he not cheating my feelings. I want to be famous ahhhhhhhhh k kidding. I want to tell Daddy, mummy, Belle, Nel, Joel Lim, David Alex Lee, Darlene Hong, Esther Tan, Alex Grace, Callista Lim, Valerie Yeo, Beverley and allllllllllllllllllllll the siao scarfo people I met todayz "I love you all and knowing you guys is the best thing that has ever, ever happened to me!!!" Lastly, I want to go for plastic surgery. Hehe.

Okay, I'm going to watch tv and chill. Wait till I upload the picturez.

:) I'm using Cobie naoz. He's like effing effing hot ttm. Cobie is pink.

I miss my boyfriend.......................... he's in Malaysia.

Alrighty guys, I want a hug. ): A hug from anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll blog again.

P S Why do pretty girls look so pretty even in unglamz? I want I want I jealous.

P S I bought paopaocha for myself and my sister......... But I forgot I had no money after topping up my ezlink card -_-. Luckily I had 5 cents extra :). It was just, enough! So heng hor.
Life still goes on for the rest of us. When's my turn, I wonder? And if I parted, will I leave such an impact like Melissa?

And I posted this because my buttocks look sexy, don't they???????? :>



















Okayz, I'm back from school. :>

Pretty day @ schoooooo todayz. In luv *hearts* Idk, school's just fun. I mean, with the friends you're with! But ooopsy cause' I didn't wash my hair in the morning today. I felt disgusted because my hair just didn't feel right. Hair > everything else on your body (excluding face OF COURSE!!!)

Will you want to make friends with a girl whos got oily hair?

Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww nevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (:

Thats not the point anyway. The point is I smell like strawberriez nao. I smell so nice I'll turn you on. Woohoo~ K I'm kidding la wl. I just bathed, yes after 3 whole hours at home *giggles* I was too tired to even bathe. I fell asleep on the couch once my head touched the cushionz!

Sometimes, home's awesm.

So do you like the pictures?

I realise I'm blogging nuggetz of entries these few days due to the lost of inspiration to blog. Sad muchiezzzzzzzzzzz. ): Oh well, I didn't even post the sentosa picz w/ scarfo on my blog (it's up on fb though) *Smilez*

MY PICTURES ON TOP SO SCANDALOUS HOR????? VALERIE YEO LIYING IS MY NEWFOUND DARLING! I dunno why also. She comes online just to tell me she misses me. Hehehehehehe. I have an irresistable charm.

Aiya oh oh oh you know something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Fuji lappy is here. Yay [x10000000000000000] It's pink yay me yay me yay me yay me. It's an ugly pink but whatever it's still pink. Luvzzzzzzzzzzz. If only I got a hot pink lappy I'll be like staring at it everyday. Anywayz, it's still chio nonetheless! Not quite the chioest shade of pink but all pink = chio and hot and did I say mad chioooooooooo?????????????? Ahhhhh.

I'm naming my laptop, Matthew? Matty? Oooooofiedoofiewooooooooo????? :D.

Idc it's a boy.

There's a korean girl in my class she's like damn hot and pretty. If I'm a boy, I'll jio her. Hehe.

There's like a whole bunch of chiobus in TP and I'm like, so jealous can't you tell???????????

):

Oh and I joined cheerleading!!! Like damn awesm because people toss you around and I like it mad muchiez. I know I suck at dancing and my flexibility may be the worst of them all but......... Idk cheerleaderz are like *thumbs up* awesome stuff. Hehe. And maybe at the end of 3 years, I can be a professional extortionist.

Coach is like, from Japan.
(: Her accent is so sexy.

Anyway guyz, cheerleading is tough. It really is.

Well well, let's see if I can survive. :>

Jingjing's like next to me and she smells nice. Her smell's so addictive. Maybe she's addicted to my smell tooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

I need to cut my nails and take out my leopard prints because it's not allowed in cheerleading. There's Cca tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Long day though. Jiayou Heidi! Blazers here I come. Ahhhhhhhhh.

Oh and I can't stand the black strands growing out. What's my next dye colour? I want highlightz!

And remember: A guy can love a thousand girls, but the one meant for you will love only one girl, a thousand ways.

Meet me and Heihei.

I'm Heihei's benefactor.................. :D. Like seriously speaking. I think the gong kitten didn't know it was about to jump down the 3rd floor. -_- Heihei was born stray I think then my neighbour adopted it home. She keeps escaping my neighbour's gate because it's so small it can fit through the holezzzzz. Then it'll wander around the corridor and meow meow meow non-stop. That's me and Heihei outside my neighbour's house.

Aw, it's like very very adorable!!!

I almost died yesterday when I saw stand @ the ledge. Must be hesistating whether to jump anot la. Stupid one she. :>

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

A week of school's over! So fun [x100000000000000000000] Apart from studying Bio, Chem, Physics and amaths all over again -_-. I've been quite a good girl. I've done my homework! At least if I can find them on the online portal uh. I'm gonna revise my chemistry later because Idk what the heck the teacher talking that day. Everyone was talking about how fast she talks all.............................................

So the week has been fine for me :)

I've totally lost the mood to blog so I skipped blogging for one week! :> You must be wondering how was school for me hor??? Let me be a kind soul and fill you with the insightz of Week 1 of my tertiary life. c:

School pretty much rly awesm and there's nothing that's making me hate school just yet.

Apart from having to think about what to wear everyday to school, there's really nothing to worry about YET. Because tutorialz hasn't officially started, lab sessions hasn't started too, we only need to go for lectures. (: Quite slack hor??????????? The JC people are mugging like siao already.

I guess stress hasn't quite stepped in but it will sooner or later.

:)

I've been spending alot on clothes lately and now, I'm broke againzzz.

Congratulate me. I spent $60 in 3 days. $100 in a week. DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blogshops are such buttockzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Blogshops suck my $$$ like crazy one. ):

My laptop's arriving in 2 days. Muahahahahahahahahaha. Camwhore on photobooth!!!

***Wo hen kaixin***