The 30 Day Challenge

The 30 Day challenge!
Click here to find all the tumblr challenges
Am going to do this its so kewl thanks felicia for your 10 day challenge :)

Day 01 - Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 - Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 - Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 - Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 - Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 - Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 - Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 - Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 - Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 - Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 - Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 - Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 - A letter to a band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14 - A letter to a hero that has let you down.
Day 15 - Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 - Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 - A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 - Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 - What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 - (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 - Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 - Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 - Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs.
Day 25 - The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 - Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 - What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 - What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 - Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 - A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Day 01 - Something you hate about yourself.

That I'm always afraid people would judge me and that probably explains why I naturally feel inferior -- which sucks coz I can't be myself and it's damn uncomfortable!

Do it, its damn fun and I'm gonna try and do all the other challenges once I finish this :)

Don't worry I'll blog x

Bitchfit

Hello am really bored now~ TP's having open house. Sadly I'm not involved in anything particular k maybe the tpsu booth but I've no LOA and school starts at 9 ends at 7 (thurs) and 6 (fri) Sad hor and yayee Blazers performed feel so proud of the sistaz and happy for them! Watched the video it was so effing awesome wish I could be part of it but then again I can't commit )': Still in a dilemma though. It's not like results hasn't been showing after I stopped being a frequent member of cheers for my studies!

(Omg some lorry just drove past my house it was playing some damn loud hokkien song on the radio hahahaha like wa meng ti wa meng ti kind of genre. K sidetrack)

Anyway got all my results back!!!

And I guess it's pretty okay for my standard. Considering the fact that I procrastinated studying and my extremely lousy biology background and horrible science-ish intelligence!!! I got like 3 Bs and 2 Ds HAHAHAHAHAHA K like thats not even good but I passed ok. If you're wondering why a Ds a pass let me clear your doubts! In poly, an A is 80 and above. B's 70 to 79. So on so forth. So a D's 50 to 59! Oh and my B's are B plus for all!!! Which means 75 and above OKAY~~~ But I can't compare it with my classmates all freaks~~~~~~~~ damn annoying I always get like lowest in class!

Fortunate enough for me, I scored highest in Animal anatomy and physiology (of all 5 subjs) like awesome lor!!! Hardest subject to score leh k but I did it yay me but it isn't good enough~ Praying hard for a 3.2 GPA this year. Slowly climb up the ladder after last year's 2.63 GPA (Damn fail lor does not match up to my actual wittiness hahahaha) But doesn't look good though. We'll see we'll see. 

I love cheer man I don't wanna let go but why can't I manage my time well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really hope God will show me the light soon and tell me where I should go from here.

On a side note, I bought clothes today :) Lovin' my buys! BUT I THINK I BOUGHT THOSE 2 ITEMS JUST COZ I NEEDED TO SPEND MONEY SIGHS NEVER CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now nana tell me got flea tomorrow how sia?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

K BAI

Omg need to tell you guyz about this bitch ugly outside now even uglier inside you bitch h8 you~

P S Don't judge me k I only bitch when there's a reason why and if you know me well enough I seldom call anyone ugly unless I know I look better than them which is like never........ coz it isn't nice. Not trying to be humble but I'm serious!!! So this girl is damn unfortunate lor think she's damn likable oh my effing pui. And I believe in paybacks its time for my payback can't believe I actually am becoming like her when I shouldn't even bother but I juz thought that she should know her limits. You know who you are :) K I know this is damn damn damn damn damn damn mean but your nose is big. You can't say the same to me becoz obviously I don't have a big nose hahahahahaha but don't worry my nose looks horrible too!!!

HAHAHAHHAHA K HATERS DON'T BOTHER TO LIKE BRING ME DOWN OR ANYTHING IT WON'T WORK COZ I KNOW ITS DAMN MEAN OF ME SIGH AND LIKERS I KNOW YOU'RE LAUGHING YOUR ASS OFF

It's okay to bitch once in a while right I mean I'm a girl and girls have their bitchfit moments.

x

Met the sistaz and beep today why is he sucha sweety (':

1st day of school

1st day of school was nothing but horrible. K except the fact that I'm 45 bucks richer. :)

Bad luck fell upon me the minute I woke up and realised it was 10:59. FML!!! K so like school starts at 10 and since it was 10:59 I already missed a tutorial (NEVER MISSED A TUTORIAL BEFORE COZ WILL GET WARNING LETTER) Then I jumped out of bed hahahahaha still got time to tweet lor~ Coz anyway since I missed it, the next lesson would be lecture. Aiyah then lecture can skip one~ so I took my own sweet time but still faster than usual. Hello~ I have a sense of urgency!!! My dad was home so he could give me a lift.

Picked up my phone received a text from Val........... 10:30am. Dumbfounded for quite awhile becoz I swear I saw 10:59am when I woke up. Then realised I tweeted at 9:59. HAHAHAHAHA So just to sum it all up, if I showered at lightning speed + dad drive me to school, I wouldn't have missed tutorial!!! AND THEY HAD A FRIGGIN' QUIZ OMG~~~~~~~ Die lor.

And that's not all.

Had lunch had Bizpark omg h8 that place (dk if anyone enjoys eating there) Food damn unhygienic, aunty with super horrigible temper!!! HAD A IDK-WHAT-A-FLY?-OR-SPICE? BLACK THING IN MY FOOD I couldn't make up what it was. @valerie_liying and @heybeverley kept telling me it was spice but I swear I saw its feets and arms....... OMG FREAKED OUT But anyway I used the peak of my fork to poke that damn black thing and I shrieked damn loud coz omg that black thing whatever it was felt hard and not only that hollow omg think I'm scaring myself.

End of the day I picked up my courage to eat after hesistating for 24 hours, and the food sucked.

Never going bizpark again................. never ever once wanted to anyway~ I pray hard Itas isn't crowded and the clique doesn't decide to go there. Omg there should be a table reserved for us at Itas so I would never ever ever have to experience that horror once again. No where else except Itas. If you carefully observe, mensa is equally disgusting check out their utensils and utensil trays and see it for yourself!!!

I'm fine with design though hahahahaha close an eye since their western food like atas only

ENGINE NO ONE GOES SO LIKE YA I NEVER DID.

Being damn fussy but I can tolerate anything except having a nice place to eat. I seriously prefer the kopitiam to bizpark......... totally not exaggerating. Got my bmic results back and I didn't fail BUT that wasn't what I was aiming for so its the biggest downfall of the day.

~

Talked about tattoos to Val today sigh been thinking so much about it leh. I know my parents wouldn't let me and like even J wouldn't let me but I want to. Tattoos are cool. Not trying to be anyone else coz I seriously don't think only people who say fuck (all other profanities) more than half of the time can get tattoos. Or like only people who smoke or sheesha can get tattoos. Or like only ahbengs and ahlians can get tattoos. Or only the scenes can get them.

I want one too like a portrait of my dog on my wrist or on my chest (close to my heart hehe) so everytime I miss her when I'm overseas I'll just look down at my breast k kidding actually anywhere haven't decided though but you get what I mean~ I love her so so much she's more than everything to me people who're close to my heart would know hehe do I sound crazy omg

I mean like how can you not love someone you've been living with for the past 6 years who has always, literally, been there when you were crying your lungs out bcoz you felt you should've never been born. Times when you're on cloud nine dancing and singing around the room when you first kissed the boy of your dreams. Poor girl always stuck in the room when I start singing like a siao ding dong - have a concert of my own and she's the only audience hahahahahahaha. That bitch always occupy like 70% of the space y'all are sharing when you're so much bigger and you're supposed to be the one occupying the most space.

Used to secretly wake up in the middle of the night, overcome my fears of seeing the unseen (hahaha damn childish) to open the door at the balcony just so I can accompany her to sleep at night. Like sleep while sitting up right with her on my laps. Cry when my dad locks her up in her kennel. Skip going out just because she was still a puppy and couldn't help seeing her being alone at home. Pat her on her tummy and tell her you're there when she has nightmares at night. Shower her and its like we're having a bath together coz I also end up getting wet hahahahahaha.

And how can you not love that special one who wakes you up early in the morning with a peck on your lips.

Ya omg and how can you not love that special one who kicks you in your face without warning while she sleeps.

No kidding but I'm in VeT now coz of God and that special one, Jingjing who has always been and will be in our family picture :) The only one thats worth me having a portrait tattoo of her for!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND FINALLY SINCE I ALRDY DID A THANKSGIVING POST FOR PEOPLE I LOVE HERE'S FOR MY ONE AND ONLY BITCH WHOM I SEE FIRST EVERY MORNING AND LAST EVERYNIGHT @Jing sleepygreedypigthedog :

I'm sorry for your sucky name but pls you have to love it Idc but you need to coz we named you jingjing in memory of daddy and mummy's previous dog they owned and was then given to someone else becoz your jiejie, me, was borned!!! And it's cute isn't it if you don't think of it in the cheena way! Anyway, I can't believe I'm actually posting a note to you while you're sleeping (am going to read to you at night when you wake up) Thank you for being such a sweetheart, really have no idea what to do without you. Like if you didn't even exist, life would be drastically different like you see, I wouldn't have a passion for animals. Stop pangsai-ing on the floor and think you can get away with it my giving me your puss in boots eyes!!! I'm sorry I've been lazy, haven't brought you out for a walk for a long time........... feeling so guilty now. Hehe nonetheless, thank you for loving me the most. You're my ultimate bestfriend you've seen the boys I fell for. And I can't wait for the day I get married and bring you along with me and we'd have wonderland to ourselves. Do you want a boyfriend you're a 42 year old virgin!!! Fyl~ K kidding baby jiejie loves you you should know that lor like I always tell you, you mean alot to me you white fluffy bolster.

P S The sound you here coming out from your asshole is called a fart, jsyk!!! Don't act blur anymore.

Love you 4eva. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If you think I sound crazy then you should seriously stop reading my blog~ going to do my painting now bai!

x

PS Oh to add on, I'm not having a tattoo coz I love my dog coz that's just dumb. -_- I want a tattoo coz it's cool and  since I want a tattoo, I want it a mini avatar portrait of my dog. K geddit I'm not as dumb as you think I am. Wanting a tattoo does not change who I am!!!!!!!!!!!! And chill coz its not like I'm going to get it anytime soon omg #juz saying hahahahaha