Alex's birthday weekend

Hello, I'm back. School has taken over my life! Hahahaha at least for the first two weeks :P I haven't been studying in school for almost a year now (Last 5 months of poly was internship) so I kinda lost the momentum and how it was like to do homework + listen in class!!! But, I'm starting to get the hang of it and... I'll learn to be more appreciative of this 16 months of University becoz studying beats working anytime~

On a side note, I lost almost all the pix I took during the past 2 weeks T_T Updated ios7 and errrrrrrr my computer didn't backup a single thing from my phone. So I lost all my pictures and contacts and important notes *cries* BUT!!! Thank God the last manual backup I did (saving the pix into a folder) was 3 weeks ago?! I think its time I get a hard drive becoz I always have this feeling ~one day my computer will crash~ And my intuitions are very very very accurate.......................

Luckily I brought my Olympus Pen along so I managed to take some pix but not alot??? Somehow I just hate how the pictures from my camera are turning now... time for a new camera!

Last weekend:

Brought Alex out on a picnic... (sorry poop) damn unromantic and typical of a date but I made pancakes with scrambled eggs and strawberries ^^ With 2 dips: maple, chocolate and not forgetting butter! (Alex's favourite!) I even bought him a panda balloon because I felt it was the only thing missing from a *special* day out at the beach. Alex loves pandas??? And I also thought he would be able to bring something home from the picnic... besides a bloated tummy of pancakes. BUT!!! Panda didn't make it home with us, read on to find out why hahahahahahaha

Pandaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................ 

Buttermilk pancakes which turned out pretty okay, just blacker than what they're supposed to look like because I didn't control the heat of the pan properly @_@ If I took those pancakes out earlier, we would be eating pancake batter hahahahahaha my pan is not non-stick and I really hate it zzz

He doesn't look very happy zzzz so annoying but the panda was staring at his food the whole time!!! Maybe the pancakes didn't taste very nice................. considering how much of a fussy eater he is.

So after eating, we wiped and folded the table... then Alex realised the panda was missing. Guess where we found it :'( Up in the sky... the thing is, the panda balloon was NOT supposed to fly. But somehow the wind just took it up into the sky siiiigggggh poor panda must have had a crazy ride. I was so sad I cried?!?! Alex kept telling me maybe the panda ended up with a less fortunate child. And I choose to believe it because I really liked it, he was so round and cute.

We both went home to shower and dressed up for the night! I had a big plan at night muahahahaha but Idk if it was successful or not........ His bestfriends were supposed to surprise him at Timbre but we reached earlier!!!!! They lost their way and I had no idea how HAHAHA because I thought I was the worst with directions. Had to make Alex walk a whole big round with me pretending I couldn't find my way (and he believed yay!!!) *Perks of being swaku awday arrday* I even saw them walking behind us on the way to Timbre which was sooooo funny, I had to just keep walking so Alex doesn't find out.

My current favourite pic of us, which is also the first picture anyone has ever taken of us alone!!! (Thanks Theo~) Our smiles were just too wide............. I kind of thought it was ugly at first but then I realised I look damn ugly at my happiest so wutevaaaaaa

Ricky giving some super hilarious face I couldn't stop laughing, Theodore gave such a straight face which is soooooo unlike him and Alyssa looking so cute as usual. I swear we took more than 5 of the same shots but Theo didn't like ANY!

I baked a chocolate chiffon cake sandwiched with nutella, whipped cream and strawberries :D

Almost made the band sing him a birthday song which thank God I didn't because he would kill me... Plus I didn't have Brenda and Shuxiang to laugh at his embarrassment together with me. The boys will just all be so embarrassed I love it when they're embarrassed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so thankful for Brenda who couldn't be there but made us a card to write our well wishes, Alyssa who was part of the surprise planning, Ricky and Theo who made it down even though they were so tired from fieldcamp! You guys are really one of the best bunch of friends I made this year.

And to the one who has always been the one, cheers to many more birthdays ahead!
Hope you liked your presents and everything planned out for you poop Lee ❤

To the one

To the one who:

makes me laugh all the time
gives me the most comforting hugs when I feel unworthy
encourages me when I start to lose faith
says the meanest AND sweetest(!!!) things
has the most perfect height
squabbles with me over who has a bigger face
feeds and stuffs me with food
tells me I'm beautiful when I look my worst
has the cutest sweetest smile
has the most perfect face
pays attention to small details
always makes sure I'm at the pink of health
shares the best jokes with me
laughs at everything I laugh at
loses his temper over the stupidest things
says sorry
makes the funniest faces
gives me the softest loveliest kisses
cares about how my day is
carries me around despite how heavy I am
does the most childish and useless things with me
loves adventure and fun
will texts me goodnight/good morning messages
always makes the effort to spend time with me
watch me fall and laugh?!
lets me take the ugliest pictures of him
never complains even though I am so noisy
I'll spend days and days with doing absolutely nothing
will lend me a shoulder to lean on
looks at me that way
tells me I'm important
eats anything I cook/ bake and say it's good (even though I know it's bad)
loves to bake with me hahahahaha
throws everything at me zzzz
sings the weirdest songs to me
makes me cookies and buys me flowers
knows me inside out
-m I can share everything with
is willing to do anything just to make me happy
wipes my tears after a bad day
is hopelessly ...unromantic errr
(most importantly) Loves me for who I am
and whos almost perfect yet absolutely perfect for me

and I know it'll stay this way for a long, long time. I'm so lucky to have you :)

Happy 20th Birthday David Alex Lee ❤

University...

FIRST DAY OF SKUUUUUU IZ OVAAAAAAAAA ☺

Feels so good to be back home?!?! I can't believe I'm already in University mehhhh it's only the first day and I already feel sooooooo stressed out by the workload zzz and everyone in class speaks so well??? Everytime I go into class, I feel like I need to watch my english hahahahahahaha

I have classes 3 days a week, 3 hours each time so it doesn't seem like alot but today's class itself scares me quite abit already!!! Plus I haven't been writing long essays since O levels so I need to really brush up on my english~ Class today was quite B O R I N G, it was so content-heavy and confusing?! Hopefully I get the hang of it soon enufffffffff and my classmates........... not bad but so quiet :(((( Itz only the first day so maybe thats why hehehe but I'm so thankful for Melissa?????????? She makes me laugh all the time and I'm so glad I am not a loner in skuuuuuuu!!! You have no idea, I was so afraid people would judge me and not be my friend -_-" (Need to stop caring about people's opinions zz)

School's going to get better I know~~ I already have classmates who are willing to help me just because I've no background in communications ^^ God blessed me with the best people!!! Yaaaaay!!!

TATA 

Back

I am back blogger.

Its been more than a year?!?!?!?! Feels good to be back to doing the *only* thing I did in secondary school~ I'm not sure if it's a guuuuuuud thing or a bad thing but I'm definitely going to keep doing this until I get lazy again hehehe :P

So many things have changed in a year, so so so many. I don't even where I left off. But I'm glad life's alot better now. Over this past one year, I've learnt quite abit about myself!! Like what makes me happy... and I never knew simple joys in life are that simple. I used to expect alot from myself and the people around me. I only wanted things to turn out the way I wanted. Even when it did, I didn't feel happy???

I kind of stopped blogging because I became a bum. Especially after a horribleeeargh 19th birthday (though internship sure helped occupy my mind away from all the negativity)!! I've also graduated from Temasek Polytechnic last May \m/ Now I hold a diploma certificate of no use because I'm not continuing my Veterinary studies due to my useless brain and MONEY $$$ HAAAAA And yuuuuup its true I have a passion for animals but not a passion for veterinary science. (Which I will never stop grumbling about) Even till now, people STILL ask me why I'm not continuing my vet studies?!

Kind of wanna tell them to stfu because it's a memory of my past thats quite a pity??? Everyone just doesn't see how tough it is to become a vet... felt like I let my parents down too because relatives and friends all have high hopes on me like "waaaaa your daughter so smart!!" But actually I'm not... :/ BUT!!! I guess the 3 years in poly will still benefit me in the future because I'm going to forever have pets around me~~~ 

SOOO right after that, I didn't know what I wanted to do. I was extreeeemely lost and I used to cry about being a failure -_-" heh thanks to my loved ones who supported me all the way, my first day of university starts tomorrow!!! May come as a surprise to some of you but I'm taking a bachelor of communications in media studies and public relations. Don't ask me how I ended up here, I just did and I'm glad I did?!

I even completed 3 bridging courses and scored 2 credits and 1 distinction (which is not so bad considering I have no background in this) I guess its a good start *cross fingers* I'm just going to work sooooooooooo crazy hard to get a perfect score on my report card!!! Very ambitious but I can't afford to do badly again because my life can't go down the drain after studying so hard the past 15 years of my life zzzZzzzZzzz 

I do have other plans and goals but all I want now is just to do well in University and I'll let God take me anywhere he wants me to. 

These are some of the things I need to start loving:
Start reading (because my english really cmi?!)
Consistently writing in my journal 

Study study study!!!

Now more onto the happy stuff, I've been baking like mad for the past few months?! And it really is sooo therapeutic for me. I won't say I can't bake, but that's probably the only thing I'm better at. Still working on it and I really want to start cooking for the family too!!! I think the kitchen's now my favourite hangout place, besides just going in there to look for food HAAAAA I love baking and decorating cakes the most~

Anyone's birthday coming up??? If you trust my baking skills then I wouldn't mind baking a cake for you!!

What else...............................................................

Oh I'm selling my clothes again because I need yet another wardrobe revamp so please look up @wheeeee on instagram and save my life, I'll be forever grateful!! Other than that, thanks for dropping by to read such a useless post :)

Still working on the blogskin...

See you soon xoxo